A letter from May 18th, 2020

Dear Future Molly, When you are reading this you'll be 18. and I am currently 11 I hope you're doing well But to be honest, I'm worried about you. About me I guess. I have no idea what you'll be doing today, but I hope that you will be studying or working, having your own place, and hopefully a boyfriend. You were always that girl the bad one I guess but I hope you have proved them wrong but you were good at school, but you had problems. Math for example. You sucked. You will probably always suck. but I hope you know how to divide now I don't know if you remember it, but you started cutting again at 11 actually for many years before, and you lost yourself. You felt fat and ugly and a lot of people just hated you just because they knew that we would do better than them and rise above it and I know we have I pray we have. Just a question 1D back together? Tony stark still a father figure? any new twilight/maze runner movies or books? hows gran? how is mia? how is Lucas? how is mum? how is amber? how was highschool? Tell your gran you love her before its too late she sacrificed so much for us. I hope Aiden's in our life and I know that it's so unrealistic but a girl can dream but if no, any new boys? what's he like? is he cute? funny? everything we always wanted in a guy? hows the family been? any new Disney movies? do we have a kid lol if so what did we name her or him? are we still drawing? are you writing? is everything good for you? are we still ginger? still a bad *****? have you and the girls kept in contact did you go on that trip to Paris together yet? hows Lucas he's old now right that's weird to think about oml is he handsome? does he have a gf omg does he still talk proper English? I just really hope its everything we ever wanted Molly we deserve it so much also give Amber a hug for me we both know she is the best hugger and if you fell out with your girls ******* make up because you are literal sisters now I've never seen a bond like ours with them, also hows your 18th birthday been like? good? get any money? presents? btw is there flying cars? new inventions? is climate change good? is the coronavirus gone? is mia still alive our pride and joy I hope she is I really wanted her to be around for our children like she was for us. remember our baby names haha I love you molly like so much remember that I've always looked up to you even tho I have no idea what I'm like but make this life good for me, no for us. sincerely, past Molly <3 x