A letter from May 17th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, It’s your 18th birthday baby! Go you please make sure you stay long enough to read this ok?☺️. Your going to graduate soon! Congrats do you know what your going to do next? If you don’t that’s ok everyone’s dreams can and will change at some point, you will be able to make it for in life, your smart, kind and not to mention the most handsome boy in the world 🥰.At least you are in 2020. Can you believe how fast 6 years is😖 you need to embrace your self, ********* and all.remember to be kind to others because you know the pain of hurting and I would never wish that upon others so you shouldn’t either. Ok please have at least one friend, it can be online if you want but you can’t survive if you are alone. Right now my dream is to become a dancer but I don’t know if I’ll be able to do that so my 2nd choice is to open up a cafe where there is free books to borrow and a rainbow flag proudly hanging above the door so everyone knows they are safe here. I also want a good boyfriend , so please don’t be such a introvert and try and find someone to cuddle with. Also remember your such an amazing person and you deserve someone who treats you nicely don’t let anyone hurt you. Is my brother ok? I always worry about him, I hope he found a good partner now , I can’t wait till the wedding where I get to tell embarrassing stories about our child hood. Your favorite songs currently are “Girls” by girl in red and “MIC DROP” by BTS. Try listening to them again also try listening to “Close to you” by the carpenters. It’s the song mom always sang to you before bed . Also have you come out yet because if not do that soon ok? I want you to start adulthood as the true you. I love you💛 best wishes, your past self