A letter from May 17th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, I hope you made it. You are strong. You are worthy. I know you might not be feeling the best right now but things will get better. You deserve so much and I hope you have realized that by now. I hope you still wanna be a FBI Profiler when you grow up. I like that idea a lot. Please live up to your dream of being a profiler. I know you are probably thinking “Nesa, are you crazy? My mom would absolutely **** me if I did become one!” But, it doesn’t matter because it is YOUR choice who YOU wanna be. I hope you’re not one of those snobby little teenagers that think they’re **** when really, they’re not. You should always try your hardest in school. Do not let your “friends” get in the way of your dreams. Oh, and don’t trust anyone in high school, you don’t know what types of tricks people have up their sleeves. I’m happy that you made it this far and I hope you are happy. You deserve happiness and you deserve to live freely. I hope you are living your life to the fullest but are taking precautions. You cant never be too safe!! Also, never take drinks from strangers and you should actually join martial arts or some type of karate because you have always wanted to ever since your dad showed you the videos of him doing some form of martial arts. I hope you have understood by now that nobody is perfect (except madison beer lol) and that you are more than worthy. I know that a job as an FBI profiler would really fit YOU. You are a hard *** that likes to get the work done even though you are pretty lazy. And, you hate bad guys that **** other people just for the hell of it or because they can’t help it. If they can’t help it, I know you would wanna help them out and take them to a hospital after your badass has caught them. Oh, and you look really REALLY good when you’re happy and I think that being a profiler would make you happy. I hope you fulfill your dream of becoming one. And happy birthday!! Big 18! You’re finally an adult!! I just hope you will treat that number wisely. Not to mention what college are you thinking about going to? Since I haven’t figured it out yet you probably have! I hope you don’t listen to your mom when she says she wants you to go to a specific college lol. She can’t stop you from fulfilling your dreams and she shouldn't if she wants you happy. She might act rude but she loves you and wants the best for you even thought you know that the best for you is living out your dream. I hope you follow your dreams and live them out as the fantasy in your mind that you have always imagined. Fighting crime and helping the good guys not get hurt by the bad. There will always be bad guys believe it or not and you can’t stop all of them but, you can try! You also don’t have to find yourself a man. Be independent if you want! With the job you want, there might not be time for your man but, it doesn’t hurt to try. I hope you have a job now. You can be making money to live on your own away from your parents who will control you! That will be fun. Well anyways I should get going and get my Atomic (am energy drink if you forgot what it was)! I hope you know that you are worthy and a HOT *** *****!! I want you to love yourself because what is there not to love? Tootles💋