A letter from May 16th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, when you have received this it will or would have been our 5.6 year anniversary. I don’t know what happened.. well because i’m not physic but whatever happened i know you love her. things are so uncertain right now i don’t know what the future holds. but i am certain about one thing. i love her. she gives me reason to wake up everyday to keep going because, i want to be alive to have a future with her. i got her a promise ring, im planning on giving it to her on our one year. i want to marry this girl. i hope by now we are living together in the apartment we decorated together. that we are making pancakes ;) in the morning like we dreamed of all those years ago. maybe we got married if we have the funds lol...but the title doesn’t matter much to me, i just want her. i feel so many things for her i can’t describe it in this letter. i just know that when i think of my future i see her standing there in a wedding dress or laying in our bed with the morning light hitting her face, and me just staring at her admiring and thinking to myself “how ******* lucky are we.” i always see her, its always her. she tells me we are forever, was she lying ? i don’t know what i would do if i lost her. if i did, i don’t think you’d be reading this.