A letter from May 12th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, hey what’s up future katie. this is actually so weird thinking that i’m gonna see this one year from now eek. hopefully you don’t remember. here’s some things about me in case you forgot, i’m 14 almost 15, i weigh 100 pounds not that that matters. im also working out everyday with my best friend and we do the chloe ting workouts. i wonder if you’re still doing those and if you’re ripped lmao. i hope you and bailey stay best friends because she’s probably the best you could ask for. i also hope you and quinn are dating. currently we’re just talking and we are planning on dating in november because that’s when he turns 16 so i’m praying you guys are still together. i hope you’re happy too, and you don’t have anxiety, and you can go anywhere and do anything without always having this constant worry in the bottom of your stomach. i hope sophomore year was fun, and you didn’t give a fuck about anyone’s opinions. but most of all i really just hope you’re alive and happy. i’m so happy rn i mean some things could be better but that’s ok. i’m excited cause me and quinn are gonna go to the mall which is technically our first date and our first time seeing each other in 2 months. i love him. i’m so nervous though. i hope corona and social distancing is over because this shit sucks. i also hope you’re fully back in dancing and you’re improved and super good and stuff. and I SO HOPE THAT YOU'VE STARTED A YOUTUBE CHANEL OR BECAME TIK TOK FAMOUS. i’ve wanted to start a youtube channel and make vlogs since like 4th grade. i hope you gained the balls for that and got what you’ve always wanted lol. here’s my dream for the future i just wanna know if it’s still the same: i wanna become a famous youtuber, get enough money to go to college in california, then live there for the rest of my life. i pray that can happen for you because i want it to. i wanna go to like ucla or pepperdine, or anywhere honestly. i already know you’re gonna look at your year ago today’s on snapchat and be so embarrassed of the person i am now which is weird to think about because i think i’m normal rn. i don’t even know what else to say without saying everything on my mind. i also hope you had a bomb ass summer (summer of 2020) and i hope this upcoming summer will be fun for you. isn’t it crazy you’re gonna be a junior in highschool? wow i cant even comprehend me being a sophomore. i wonder if you look any different. like if you glew up (i really hope you did) like you got b00bs and stuff and maybe a bigger butt lmao that’s weird to say but i felt like saying it. i wonder who you’re still friends with. currently some of my closer friends are obviously bailey, claire, haley, julia, kayla, and other people but i feel closer to them. hopefully you’ve made more friends which i’m sure you have. god idk what to say but i don’t wanna stop typing. oh yeah and it’s 2:47 in the afternoon on a friday. currently really fricken hot. idk my battery percentage is at 60% as if you care. it scares me thinking that you could be dead and you’ll never see this. if you’re not i’m so proud of you. like seriously keep going. you’ve conquered so much and i already know you’re so gorgeous. i think that’s all i have to say tbh. i’m so excited to see where you have to go on life and i’m so so so excited to look back on this in exactly one year and see the progress ive made in life. well, see you or me... in one year.