A letter from May 14th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, (15, sophomore) hey. how are you? i hope youre doing good. happy birthday, since im gonna assume no one has said it.. you better have graduated highschool, and made mom and dad proud like you said you would. i want you to know i love you and i hope that youre in a better place being loved and appreciated. i hope youre in college, being the first in the family like you said you would. hows your anxiety? panic attacks? i bet theyve settled down, cus i know youre strong. youve went thru so much, mentally, and i know u can get through it. u deserve to be happy sometimes. this is hard to make! phew the tears.. haha. OKAY! fine enough emotional ****. ive been wanting to do this actually for a VERY LONG TIME, and im honestly so excited that im finally doing it! OOOU lemme get into the questions. where are you right now? are you happy with where youre staying? omgg are u in that beautiful house? are you helping your family with money, i hope so, mom and dad deserve to be spoiled. whatre u majoring in, if youre in college, ofc we cant forget about your siblings, are they still as annoying as ever lmaoo. tell them i said hi :). are you still working on getting dads dream car? hows your relationship with mom? any big arguments? i know you two worked it out though. ofc we cant forget to ask about your driving, how is it? have you crashed? haha i hope youre spoiling yourself, too. tylan?? are you still with him? :/ whats your relationship status now?.. hows your social anxiety? i know you act confident and brave but deep down we both know youre the biggest baby, and thats okay! omg i almost forgot to ask, hows that coronavirus? i hope it's gone a lot down by now :( it's crazy that it all happened so fast, isnt it?... have u cut? make sure to breathe when u need it okay? i know lifes tough, but remember to always get right up okay? and sometimes you wont have people to help pick u up, u gotta be the bigger person for urself! ur strong, i believe in u. remember that! oh and did u get help with with all the mental stuff u said u would? its ok if you didn't.. im still very proud of u, dont stress yourself out Lina. youre doing great, keep going. youve come so far and i cant thank u enough cus not many people do. so do it for me please, keep going please. im here for u, ALWAYS. you can always send me a letter! :) id be very happy for a reply back, i wanna hear all about it. whats even happened during the five years?? hopefully a lottt cus i want to hear all about it! Well, i gotta go sleep now. mom wont be quiet about it! gosh.. haha make sure to breathe and remember that it's okay to cry, we all make mistakes! i hope ur making good choices. :) goodnight Lina, i love you. (p.s if u see any spelling mistakes, shutup! cus i already KNOW ur talking about it! ]: haha take care)