A letter from May 15th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, your beautiful so beautiful I hope by then I control my social anxiety and able to make a good group of friends . I also hope I have a boyfriend that treats me well and loves me for me . I wonder if u are still chubby or it was just a little kid thing because I really hope it is , my weight is my biggest insecurity I have and I really hope it doesn’t last forever also I hope my mom doing amazing getting her life together either going to school or has an amazing job because she truly deserves it I also hope she finds a good , normal boyfriend and they get married and the babies get to see mike like every other weekend . I hope aj isn’t mean to u anymore and is more mature . I also wanna know what u are gonna do for a job or what u went to school for because right now I hope I go to school for dance and be a dancer when I’m older just like my father I also hope my father & talina are well . right now corona virus is a thing is it still going on ? well idk I just hope my life is right because right now it’s kinda well not say bad but just not good yk . I feel alone , I feel so insecure . and I also don’t really have a good relationship with my mother like when I told her about my social anxiety she told me “ just to get over it “ like really ? and also my dad doesn’t live with me and I always miss him :( . I hope ur life is good then - 13 year old star