A letter from May 12th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Are you still struggling with simple tasks? I have so many questions now. Right now it's quarantine so How was it like after? Are you still in Quarantine? Was it hard to adjust to life after it? How was it when you first met A? Are you still with A? I wanted to write this letter to you in the future because right now I am at a low. Not as low as we used to be back then but I feel like I'm not too far from being at that point. Is it better now? How do you see your future? Are you working hard or hardly working? haha. Anyways I don't know what else to say and I hope I forget about writing this soon because I want to be surprised when I get this email. There's just so much frustration right now because of this quarantine. I feel so powerless. I want to be able to get out of bed and do work but even that seems impossible. But that has always been an issue with us. We never had motivation. Do we have a motivation now? Are we able to get out of bed knowing that we can complete all of our tasks? Did your sister ever get you a kitten? Now the questions are irrelevant. I'm actually typing this letter instead of doing my work so I guess I should stop. Or continue to type for a bit until I feel like it's too late to do any work. How's senior year? Do you have the same friends? Who are you not friends with now? Who are your new friends if you made new friends? Did you and your old best friend (M) become friends again? What's different in the future that I wouldn't have seen coming? Are we doing well in school? Ugh I don't want to make this whole letter about school. How is your mental health? Are you okay? Did your sister move out yet and is she still with her boyfriend? Did you get into any serious arguments with anyone? Any physical fights? How much money do you have right now? Probably nothing haha dummy. Did you ever go to Florida? Are you planning on going to Florida? What do you look like now? Are you taking care of yourself? I can't think of anymore questions. I think this is enough for now. I'll probably write more than one letter because all I can think about is the future right now. I can't wait to read all of this and hopefully answer all of my questions. I debated making this letter public because it's kinda embarrassing but then I thought to myself that there's nothing wrong with being vulnerable once in a while. Treat yo self. I truly hope and pray all is well with us. xoxo