A letter from May 12th, 2020

Ortwe i nenguie si thta omre a nad tanh ive hinnatyg had ieroevdscd of i shit reve etlf ehnw reltte uifemglann ,oevl velo oldrw. I ellw sa ni ev,lo am. Hgatut tlli' marde kiel at ewerh hwo but a telas anc it yuo ,up wtha eakm rnopse em veha how sha adn eb i den dfnou td'on nwok i can vleo. Ntihgs i be, erlyla ma mom toenhs ohw rhyapet ebnag rneev my datmetid vahe ityexan ubt ot i anc adb outba adn adn dda. Asrhing nto my mmcaniutoec l,lwe heyt em ubt tehy alos rgerte fgienles kaem 'dnto ddi. Yhetlons i is eida owh avhe no croyn. Her ineisfrdhp a eoorpsohm etfra i okspen yae,r nerev reay,s kdreidnel dna ew knthi 'dotn wot in v'ie ot. Hatt henw wno i rftea ahwt evne ohw didtn' nwko wen era eyth feedind i plepeo etm nda tsih i ma who i wtroe. Enrve ealcld tath "ysbo gnaai zryc(a nhgu i nda "het hti oivdc i ti teraf rncoao) tuo. Gthuoh ot ohw e,fli ppo hyet ist ym ni netoudinc yfnnu up. Tate my ot onw (ton thye but odoegalzpi tmei ewtn who uto as erttade mrpo dan thiw llsti) you ommertoa, is ttaebn ashgn own ec,af went d,rnoebyfi onha tgidna lal for to aclbe on uyor kneedl ym hte htiw. Tdnid' kema uyo it orwet memsru eth atsp soach iths atht. Im,h ot'nd lkei litls rnmeyao ubt gsdo i i msis. It ym omm hrda ropidevm ot sti i ot deus beeemmrr teh ekli tawh rove humc eb nda s,arye so. Jtsu it dsa mchu esh utb me turlgssge owh o,nw meska. It of be esh hwo i reevn meask to sda a olmde em is thta wnat. Rmiosmee i oogd ihhg od efnshram ormf oer,eamlmb einraclty aws heav otn lscooh arey utb. Gsniht e,tla fdelis rca nrigunn blapkclile out rhughot and ueaktoms, niyplag. Hte tihw in rusaub edrnsin rtkun dan gina hte fo usesnst. On eht rdvies spoealu. Ti rmof dah won it eogn osoren so ot adn but far kedusc swhi taht thsi i a salo im fo lirdeep i ,tol. But iesondincrg ngehuo 'dton ynfun semok a,ll mi ta niaag i rtisngat. Adn uinaxos, orev rywro yaw llsit w,ay btu mi i ttrbee tis doof lltsi -. It rlneog dysa no my sidtacte. Thrgohu me in oloshc i uotghf seol otn eccssus mkaes idd hatt hafti i dan dpuor a ym wya in. F,o dhsiplcmceao evah ogt rgeat i ot adn dearmde i ehwer insthg i. To tawh - nwek ddi yna hrad if fo ubt ti teh hte saw tis esbt i rgthi onw utb vieng i ehcioc i asy coudl. Oo'nbyds ni it ym ehi,wla nkrobe aethr pahepn btu idd lvaltenuey. In ouy konw ordfeol loev to jkac, ingksis hwti stndiea his d'uoy ahtt ytobleslau of bset lelf tbu be riefdn. But elrlay fuynn it t'hats nde owh ll,ew out fiel lsayp nitd'd. Kiss cna nreweveh ym i nurrcte dbfroynei i. In hse' been a hatw guy fro ot hodpe em laaswy i. Nw,o mi' vloe but 'im vloe athw i rhewe at i lbuiingd ndt'o. .