A letter from May 12th, 2020

Time Travelled — 12 months

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, are you happy now? do you wake up feeling like there is a reason for you to be awake and alive? have you found love in a person, a friend, family, are you in love? have you recovered from your eating disorders and is your anxiety any less? do you eat food and not question it? did you ever tell your parents that you're struggling? how's coryn and what happened with the boys? is chaos still healthy? is your mom and your relationship any better? when did corona stop controlling your life? hows high school, did you make freshman year memorable? how often do you smoke now? did you lose interest in school, did you lose your faith in your success? did somebody break your heart this year? are you over drake still? did you ever get to kiss jack or have you kissed somebody and really meant it? are you okay? i hope you love life. - mena :)

Epilogue

about 5 years later

hi mena. i am happy for the most part. i definitely wake up with purpose - i wouldn't say i 100% feel alive yet though. i have found lots of...

Wenh si fo unngeei ovdsdcerei atth flte mroe i e,olv hnta ahd eetrlt a lowrd i and teowr vei anihgytn inumngfeal vere tish elov. Ma sa i in llwe o,vel. A nac deram btu me ti 'tdno up, ttghua avhe evol end i tlsae oprsen duonf be wreeh who lli't at ekil nac ekam and i uyo knwo ahs wtah ohw. Eraythp haev cna itxeyan i uotba adn am elarly who ym nad emditadt to nbeag eevnr bda oentsh eb, i but omm add shgtin. Nmecoauctmi fneglesi ont rteger naghirs amke me 'tdon laso tehy ddi ythe lwle, tub my. I ohw heva is on yornc edai hotlseny. N'dot ddniekler neiirhfpsd eiv' nad to ithkn feart we renev ,eyra arsey, pnesko ni i roosmoehp tow a reh. I ewn atht wrtoe i thaw etm edfiedn i enev sith ehwn i tyeh wonk how dan ma won rftae lppeoe dnid't how ear. Atth i "teh veenr it o"ybs afrte ugnh dan aanig az(cyr aledlc o)roanc cidvo i thi uot. Up in fuynn ym ghhtuo sti ppo i,efl hwo heyt ot onctienud. Itme atte deboiny,fr all mrop own eth oote,mamr olgziepaod owh ghans etnw nhao t(no oury atdgni onw yuo )ltsli hitw is htey as utb ihtw fae,c ym on ecalb teadert benatt ledken nwet dan to ot my rof otu. Did'tn psat teh ti htis uoy atht merums kema ocsah wrote. Gsdo i dnt'o ielk i imss ,imh tub ltsil roeyanm. Ym raeys, os ebeemrrm dan to ilke htaw ovre i eth to umch be it mom sit iprvedmo rdha sedu. Cmuh esrlugstg em hwo ujst ubt das ti esakm she nwo,. Ot si eskam a htat emdlo be dsa of who ti tnaw i em evenr esh. Letiacyrn i ubt nmehfasr wsa erya mofr lhosoc b,aeommler hghi evha tno mreoeims dgoo od. Lkbcalilpe ngitsh rthohgu dna rac unngnir pyialgn sokuem,ta iedlsf atle, uto. Dan nsdnrie krntu of in niag teh thwi eth tussesn asrubu. On rvdsie uepolsa eth. A it nosreo i mi salo afr uecdsk adh onw i fo noge ,olt so dan rfom htsi ti btu rpdieel hswi ot taht. Tatnrsgi iedrcnignos euhong tub im kosem gaina 'dton at ynufn ll,a i. Nda ltisl btu i oun,aixs ya,w brteet mi oevr ayw sit - fdoo royrw itlsl. Ttsicdae no it ym adys gneolr. Cuesssc me ohlosc awy hhroutg eols i in i hufgto itahf in odurp dan ddi sekma a my htta tno. I i to dan i addeerm erhew cohliamsdcep igshtn avhe reagt tgo ,fo. Ithgr did hte it - i ot yas nwo tis tbu utb i yna ebst nekw cehioc awht i fi of eginv luocd rdha teh wsa. Arhte w,hiael aellyvnteu donob'sy in it did anhpep tbu nokerb ym. But htiw kcaj, oevl taht to fo ylsobetula dernif be ldooerf ietdnsa ish od'yu bets ni nwko niiksgs elfl you. Flei 'htsat alpys it dnidt' ned hwo alryel tou ,well nyfun ubt. Kiss anc ctuenrr i my odribyfne i hevwnree. Dheop in me fro hwta ot uyg i seh' neeb a lsyaaw. I'm ta utb dtno' ,won i i velo hawt m'i giblniud evlo ehewr. .

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