A letter from May 12th, 2020

Rwoet rome a hnat atht fo vleo, henw fetl reve and rtetle hits idvcoedser is dah unelnagmfi i nigeeun nghatiny drowl eiv i elov. I as l,eov am llwe ni. Kwon thatgu udonf hvae anc enrspo l'itl hatw em salet a lkie be d'not nde olve oyu i utb it ta hwo demra ,up ewrhe adn hwo ahs ekam i can. Nda am bad senhto i mom to eb, woh have adn begna metaiddt add venre eyaixtn tuaob but htgnsi ym leyral pathrye can i. Thye ym mcunmiecaot grtere em ,elwl teyh ton eisnglef insragh mkea ddi tub alos d'not. Aied lheosytn no ahve i woh is nycro. I owt never tefra ot tnhik ,arey a we enpkos in y,esar iv'e fdeipnihrs oprsemoho ehr dna o'tnd klddirene. Thwa mte i i won tath ohw ededfni rwteo when aretf even i dn'idt ewn nkow and are ma i thsi oeeppl heyt ohw. Lcelad nghu nagai )caoron rnvee treaf nad hti oyb"s "the vdcoi ti atht i zycr(a tou i. In ym eyth to ppo pu hhougt citneundo woh f,eli ist ynnfu. Gopoledzia efac, lal ghsan as won tehy hte time yrou ohan ewnt ofr abcle si prom ohw ot wthi rom,taemo to out newt ndkeel its)ll tnaidg dan oyu with ym ratdtee on my utb (ont ndfboi,rey etta onw tbtnea. Dtin'd uyo ptsa eth weotr aochs muersm it akem tsih ttah. Ltsli i elik smis mnreoay i but imh, tndo' osdg. Tsi to ,sayre rdah hwat sude omm to oevr dpoirvme be liek my dna het i it so ucmh ereembmr. Mkase hes mhcu das who ti srggtsleu but ,won em ujts. Msaek hes sad want that dmole be ot i of who me it si a eenrv. Vaeh ayre ictaylren ershnamf meseiomr i saw doog high ton hocosl morf do ereboml,am utb. Bcpliaklel nhsigt rtghohu late, ipylagn a,eokstum dna car nnrgnui slidfe uto. Twhi innesdr ni gnia trunk dan eht sessunt suraub fo eth. Hte no vdrsie osuelap. Cukdse os dna a i i arf lt,o adh osla onw tbu atth idelper ti eogn of it htis ot wihs fmor mi sooner. Nagai a,ll mi fuynn od'tn ta utb emsko ngceoiinsrd sttriang uhnoeg i. Tbu sitll its orrwy i ayw - aw,y dofo sltil nda mi vreo tbrete nxus,ioa. No ym saiectdt ysad elongr it. Thhguor taht lhsoco nad in tfaih my ddi tno ywa tguohf skame leso i me orudp csescsu a in i. Mareded i gtaer i eewhr i ntigsh ehav tgo ccmhsaliodpe to ,of dna. Teh eht ti i waht ghirt ubt of ysa i - drah i ciohec did nya if to now negiv ubt its aws nekw cdulo bste. Vlntaeeuly but ti kenbor o'bsyndo ym naepph rtaeh ewiah,l in ddi. Be konw ni tub thwi isigkns ihs oyu fo steb loev snatdie lefl kjac, sytbuaoell fdiern atth dou'y to eofrldo. It lyaler btu dne efil tid'nd lwl,e who alpys ufnny httas' tou. Ewenvehr i eutrrcn ym nac orbiynefd ikss i. Ot for me enbe ywsala dpeoh wtha in a e'hs i yug. On,w i ovel but i wtah dluiibgn ovel mi' ewreh o'ndt at m'i. .