A letter from May 12th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, I know right now you don’t have everything figured out. You have gone through some things you pray no one ever has to go through. I hope you learn to cope with the trauma you’ve experienced. I hope you grow confidence, courage, and become more independent. I hope you don’t feel like how you feel now. The emptiness, grief, sadness, will hopefully be gone but if not i’m sure you’ll figure out how to deal with like you’ve always have. I hope you find someone who supports everything you do. I do wish the best for us but right now, as i’m writing this, i don’t feel like i’m doing the best i can to make us happy. I’m caught up in a slump that i’m sure you’ll look back on and think “how dumb that was of me”. Anyways i’ll end this here on that note. love always, yourself from 5 years ago