A letter from May 12th, 2020

MUST READ (***** read it) Dear FutureMe, PART 1 OF LETTER (u will be recieving u emails by the way)Hello future me ur probably reading this on ur birthday and if u are reading a whole *** email on ur birthday thats kinda sad You should be going out and having fun how old are u turning again like 18 or 17 sum like that. it is currently 11:58 at night i am 13 years old and I just decided to randomly do this future letter thing because I saw it in a tiktok and I wanted to try it out.And just incase tiktok doesnt exist 5 years from now lemme explain what it is real quick tiktok is basically an app where u scroll and find funny videos and stuff and like you can post ur own videos it's basically like vine(if you remember what vine is even tho vine was deleted in like 2017)but longer than 6 seconds or I think it was like 7 second videos idk but yeah.Anyways so it's now 12:00 and it is now a Tuesday night because you know like 2 minutes ago it was 11:58 which means it was a monday and **** but yea. Basically imma just explain what's going on in my life and then imma have sum questions for my future self. So you might be wondering why I'm not in school but in 2020 there is a corona virus outbreak right which means EVERYTHING is shut down. And I dont really care because I actually like being inside so I'm pretty chill right now tbh(just incase abbreviations aren't a thing 5 years in the future tbh is "slang" for to be honest) idk why I'm acting like the world is gonna be COMPLETELY different 5 years from now but you never know🤷🏽‍♀️.So lemme get back on track so yeah I dont go to school.School was cancelled from the rest of the year there were like 4 months before school ended and now theres one month before "online school ends. Yeah gotta do online school and I hate that **** like I haven't done ANY of my work because I'm not learning anything so if I'm held back I will NOT be surprised but yeah. Currently living in that house with the pink pillows and **** and with the granite tables I'm explaining where I live because I know my future dumbass will forget what house I lived in 2020 but yeah.I have a essay due today but I'm not gonna do it I honestly didnt even KNOW I had an essay. Also if Instagram is still a thing my insta is 401_leidi but I might change it in the future so idk🤷🏽‍♀️ my OLD OLD instagram account from when I was like 8 is leidisavage but Its a private account and I forgot the password the email and the phone number it was connected to so good luck trying to get into that account.Um the password to my computer is 48937 idk what I'm telling you this but just incase you wanted to know or something🤷🏽‍♀️.Oh lemme tell you about my friends since I have nothing else to talk abt. So basically you know you I use to go to birchwood middle school and like I switched to ricci middle school right it was cool at ricci but i was getting sooo depresed like ppl there were funny but idk it just didnt feel right.i dont know how to explain it but I just felt off sometimes and ****.But yeah I switched to Ricci and that's why I was MAD HYPE and excited when school shutdown. So when school shutdown I was like finally I can talk to my friends from birchwood middle school more but some like drama happended which I'm abt to say.So first couple weeks of school being shut down was cool I talked to my birchwood friends alot on calls but then I started to get bored so I stopped joining the groupchat calls.Like I would only join once in a while .Me miguel berrios and julian peters(they are my friends idk if future me still remembers them)we would like play this game called roblox and stuff but then we stopped idk why.Then me julian ,ciara dougal and carrisah bizzle(we all are friends) started calling on this OTHER groupchat that miguel berrios isnt in cuz he isnt really close with carrisah and ciara .So yeh we called on that other gc alot and one time I joined the call and JULIAN'S ******** wanted to act like a ***** *** bith and create drama so he made this big deal saying he didnt wanna join the groupcall because I was there and he didnt wanna talk to me and ****.He basically just wanted attention tbh because this was SO out of the blue considering that we've been best friends for like 3 years and nothing like that has ever happened and this was SO RANDOM like deadass it was just so confusing to me and he said that he didnt wanna my friend anymore and he had no reasoning behind it and I was like ok then fine idc and I accepted that because there was really nothing I can do like I cant force someone to be my friend and I sent him a paragraph basically saying how its find that u dont wanna he friends I hope life treats you well and all that other ******** but I was deadass tearing up like I have never cried over a friend because like I've never had a reason to cry over a friend but I started tearing and **** and then I was just like "**** he really is a fake *** *****"😂🤣I didnt really say that but I know a part of my heart felt that he really was a fake *** ***** but yeah I haven't talked to him in like 1 month and miguel he made a gc like last week to try and get us all together again but I didnt even LOOK at what he said in the gc because I would like to never be friends with someone like julian ever again so yeah I haven't talked to any of my birchwood friends in a while especially samantha rosado and darrien giuliano but that's just because before this Corona **** happened they change alot while I was going to a different school and they kinda of changed in a negative way but I dont wanna speak on that topic too much but yea.its currently 12:25 I've been writing for more that 25 minutes ....**** I HIGHLY doubt that my future dumbass self will read this entire thing.Ok so now lets talk abt life at ricci middle school i met some friends .leme just add here that when i went to elementary school i was origanlly suposed to be going to ricci middle school but since i moved i went to birchwood .But yeah at ricci i met alot of my old elementary school friends but i only talked to a couple of them becasue alot of them changed ALot and they became more akward than i remebered them.But paola lopez,adelaide hopson,ava,mellisa,hailey and avriana rodriguez are some of my old friedns that i hung out with.Now some new friends that i met were gina ,marielle, and eli theres more but my hands are getting tired of writing but yeah.Now its time for YOUR questions.Have you dated anyone in highschool?Is there anyone u currently have a crush on?Are u still planing to go to the military?Did you learn how to drive and did you learn all that other important **** you learn when u become 17 or 18 or however old ur turning?So i just spent like 5 minutes calculating how old u would be turning and im pretty sure u would be turning 19 right now but idfkkk. But anyways more questions did you get any more ear peircings?Did u get a tatto? and if u didnt get a tattoo GET ONE.Did u learn how to ride a motorcycle?How are u feeling right now?Are u even reading this?Did u really get this far?wow.idk what else to ask/Do u have a bf?oh **** i almost FORGOT ok so i NEED to tell u about how my music taste it right now to see how much its changed so basically imma have u go on youtube search up Leidi M and click on the account and i should have a playlist there with a BUNCH of my fav songs if not imma give u a link in the other email that u got but yeah see u in the other email