A letter from May 8th, 2020

Dear Future Me, Dear Self, today is 4:15 am in the morning, just resting because you are currently working as real estate agent calling to US. You need enough money that's why you work for this from 10pm to 6am with your best friend here at the 3rd floor of the church. haha . #ECQ COVID 19:( I just saw this site, thinking to write anything for you in future. haha. I pray after 5 years, you are totally moved on from christian, just let him go please, he deserves to be happy with someone else. It will be hard if you and him will be together in future.Hope that as the time you receive this message, you are already happy. I don't know where will you be at this time, but I pray you are somewhere that is happy as well as your heart. <3 I am sending this to your 32nd birthday... (Wait, I know deep in your heart you really love christian,,, but if it's not God's will, don't fight with it okay.?_ Entertain guys if you have too. hahaha Well, ) To Christian, I love you, But I want you to be happy even if it means not to be with me, even if it hurts. haaaay. I don't want to pray for your love anymore. I am tired begging for your attention. Self, praying you did well. :)