A letter from May 5th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, well i got to say, i have watched so many tv shows and movies that is making me want to become an actress. i don't really want to tell mom and dad that because they would probably be like "hah your funny", but i really want to pursue acting. ive done it before and people have told me i am pretty good. but idk, i rly rly rly want to become an actress, but i don't know where to start. ik i won't start out big but maybe if i audition once it couldn't hurt. i never really told anyone that i wanted to act because i thought they would think i was stupid or that i would never make it. even though that i don't seem like a person who would get affected by words easily, i do. that is why i don't like to tell people anymore of what i want to do or what i did. i get scared that people would think different of me. but you know now that i think about it, i really don't care too much anymore. i just really want to act. become a movie star. become the next scarlett johansson. acting has always called to me ever since i was little. people nvr thought i would like to act because i put my whole life around sports but i rly love to act, idk if you remember but when you were little you would make up random scenes like you were in a movie. you even wished there could be a movie about your life in 8th grade. that was a tragic year. thinking of being an actress is really making me think about what i want to do in the future. because you never know what will happen. i get so emotional easily and every time i watch a good film i think maybe just maybe could that be me one day. could i maybe win a oscar or a golden globe award. ive always thought about that. maybe one day i could be that actress, or that could be me on tv. but i really hope you like what you are doing right now, but if you haven't tried to be an actress yet, it's never too late. just follow your heart <3 yours truly, miya 2020