A letter from May 2nd, 2020

Dear FutureMe, I am writing this letter to apologise for everything I have put you through I am sorry that I made you fix everyone else problems when you were on the verge of a mental breakdown I’m sorry I made you so insecure about who you are I’m sorry I body shamed you and made you feel like you weren’t good enough im sorry I made you give up the things you loved most to make other people happy I’m sorry I made you bottle **** up until you finally broke and couldn’t be put together again I’m sorry I made you go through the agonising pain of crying in the middle of the night until you had to cover your mouth so you don’t make noise I’m sorry I expected so much from you and never truly saw your beauty but here’s to the nights you made someone else feel better about themselves here’s to the realisation that you deserve love and happiness and true LOVE just as much as anyone else here’s to the days you were to sad and tired to even cry because those are the days that made you wanna better your self and be the person you truly are today and if that’s a drug addict then so be it but I’ve owed you and apology for so long so here is my sincerest one I’m sorry :( Love , me from the past