A letter from April 30th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Hey Eva, its you from the past, I'm sitting here writing this on April 30th 2020 at 9:41 pm. Listen, this world is cruel and people are awful, don't let them tear you down. You may feel like this is the worst thing in the universe but if you have made it this far you can keep going. You do not need to meet the standards of society, if you want to change something about yourself it HAS to be your idea. Do good in school, I promise you it will be worth it. Remember men ain't ****. They will almost always hurt you, don't date the fboys, go for the smart but kind ones (oh and make sure they have muscles.) I know sometimes you want to give up on everything and disappear but listen if you disappear, you have given up, you have let society's hands smash you like a bug, I know it hurts but remember this "Don't let Marcia down" She will be watching from the clouds, cheering you on throughout everything. Also remember to work hard, start a beautiful family, ride a horse into your wedding, and get tequila shots on your 21st B-day. Have fun in college, don't sleep with anybody because they don't like you, they just want a good time. Don't drink too much, don't drink and drive. Don't break the law. You will find the right man to love you for you, who will treat you right and will comfort you in times where you remember you past. The world will push you down many times but you have to get right back up, even if you have a scar or two, push through. Here are some quotes from yourself "Imma get the Chancla!", "Shut the f* up b*" , "Die in a hole, before I hit you with a **** shovel." Love you girlie, now keep your head up, oh one last thing, don't marry a baseball player, they will cheat on you and break your heart. Love you, Eva from the past <3