April 30th, 2020, It's me.

Dear Domenico, Fist of all happy birthday, have the best day of your life. You're finally 21, now you can go to vegas and have fun gambling all night long. It's 12 AM on a Thursday night, It's you but 5 years ago. How are you? I really hope you're doing great, have you chosen what you want to become yet? Right now I hate myself as I am a big fat piece of ****, I am 87 kg btw right now, what about you? Back in 2020 you did not like anything of you, not your personality, not your physique, not your mentality. I hope you're getting the most out of your life right now, have you got lots of friends as we believed you'd have? Are you in love right now? Are you living in a suburb in Los Angeles? (you're probably too young right now, so I hope you're at least in Milan) please tell me so. Right now you're so mad because there's the coronavirus lockdown, you're really concerned about the thing that matters to you the most, your exchange year in the usa, were you able to go? If so tell me what's your best memory, and even the worst one. Did you se many countries? right now you've never been outside of Europe and north Africa, what was the best trip you've had in this 5 years? Tell me a lesson you 've learned in this 5 years to help me with everything you've gone through so far. Are you still friend with Caterina, Anastasia, Gaia and Vittoria? If not was it your fault? You had such a strong relationship with each one of them so text 'em tomorrow if you haven't heard from them for a while, even if you think you're right, because guess what, you're probably not. What's your biggest fear? Right now is to not live your life to the most. Tell me your about the best day of your life, until 2020 it was the day you spent in Positano with your American cousins, you had so much fun. Currently your favourite TV show is modern family, you want to be as Luke Dunphy so bad, please tell me you've become even better. I don't know if you're better or worse than I am today, please tell me how you are compared to back when you were 16. Anyways, remember to be humble, nobody likes who show off. Have you finally opened the youtube channel we wanted so badly? What's the biggest thing you've done to **** everything up? Who do you think is the most important person in your life? Have your parents ever caught you doing something you weren't supposed to? (anything not just THAT you dirty minded). Have you been to lots of concerts? Right now you've never been to a single true concert, if so tell me what was the best one. Are you genuinely happy with your life? If not please do everything you can in order to change it, don't worry about changes, even if they're scary, it's worth it, i swear. Do you still feel like you're not enough now? If you do please go to a psychologist, it's ok not to be ok, that's the only way to feel better and not to continue wasting your life. Please Domenico, write another mail like this to your future self, send it on the 21 august 2030, I bet you have lots of questions for your future self as i do now. Remember to love yourself and appreciate every little thing. I love you so much and I have great expectations for you, please be happy. You can do it, I believe in you. Have a great life, Domenico.