A letter from April 30th, 2020

Dear FutureMe,(aka Brigitte) Hello, you probably won't remember doing this, but you did right now I am in quarantine cause of the Corona Virus (Covid-19) we really don't have anything to do, but I changed my room a bit and I am finally going to be able to paint it well I don't know which career I picked in the future, but right now I want to be an animator and still want to be the first female president or just someone that changed the world for the better, but I want you to know to never give up and that if something or someone ever tries to drag you down just know that your strong I mean I am in no place to say that knowing the state I am in feeling sad all the time like I am trapped or chained and can't break free no matter how hard I try and that I feel worthless powerless and no matter what I do or how hard I try I can never please those around me and that their disappointed in me I try I really do, but I don't know how much more of this I can take if you happen to read this in the future if I am still alive by then just know that no matter how worthless or powerless you feel just know your worth so much more I mean if your reading this that means you got through it you got through the pain and suffering for a **** long time your really going to give up now? When have you ever given up? Even in your darkest of moment's you still got up and didn't let it drag you down even when we feel like nothing we wouldn't end it. I mean I have been felling like nothing for so long ever since I started Kindergarten, but it really hit me around 6th-7th grade and it has still been hitting me hard and I'm about to go to high school so just know don't let anything ever drag you down even tho it feels like you can't keep up so for now all I am going to say is just breathe and ,goodbye (Oh and P.S. right now it is Wednesday April, 29 9:52pm and I am an 8th grader named Brigitte Fernandez Villalobos and doing school from home cause of quarantine) :)