A letter from April 19th, 2020

happy birthday!!! hey, so youre 18 now! congrats on making it through the free trial! i wanted to say happy birthday and let you know how things are right now. its sunday april 19th, 2020. were in the middle of corona, which isnt good. from what i know, by next year it should be ok, but i dont think ill get to see dad over the summer or for winter. im 13 by the way. frozen jr was supposed to be this year, but it got cancelled. its my 8th grade year, and finishing it up online starting monday. a couple of my best friends are sam (my best best friend) jessie, and lysia. some of the things i really enjoy right now are kpop, specifically bts, dancing, singing, acting, bujo, painting, and playing roblox. also tik tok. lately ive been listening to lots of music, go check out your apple music and shuffle it if you wanna hear some of it. alyssa and ian got out of their quarantine on friday, and they argue so much. as of right now, i think i might be depressed. i dont like self harm, but its been super hard with dominic being at dads and i see what im missing out on. im really kinda on my own because mom has to deal with alyssa and ian, and her responsibilities, and alyssa and ian need to be micro managed a lot. mainly alyssa with help on school, and ian because of his eating and obnoxiousness. then dominic is with dad, and of course dad is in canada. so im on my own a lot and i definitely like it, although sometimes it gets lonely. i hope things are better for you now. i hope be to when i grow up, some type of preformer. i know singer is kinda out of the question because i cant really sing, but i love love love dancing and acting. although, i think ill probably end up a doctor, id love to be a pediatrician or an OBGYN. i hope things do work out in the future. i wonder if i have a boyfriend? if so, is he nice? does he respect you? does he make time for you and agree with you on things? is he like a best friend to you? i hope hes amazing. be nice to your friends, and as sam just texted me, YOLO, you only live once, so make the most of it. again, happy birthday, and i love you so so much. you are more beautiful than anything, and remember to love everyone like youll never see them again. so happy birthday, and go have some fun :) me <3