A letter from April 18th, 2020

Dear FutureMe,I hope ur alive and sane .I've been wondering what to write ,so I'll write about the big time crush I'm having on my previous teacher☺️I can't tell him coz he's arrogant and he doesn't seem to give a **** .I think I love him coz I just read from somewhere that if a crush lasts for more than 4 months it's love, and I've been crushing on him way since 2019 .as u can remember (or if u can't)this is the year when a deadly virus ******* emerged it's the Corona virus .so I can't even meet him since we're ordered to stay home.i try to text him daily on WhatsApp and sometimes he replies and sometimes no😥he's just too arrogant .he's name is Meleck 🙈.I hate how other girls call him mecky😕mecky my foot 😡.so dear future me don't laugh at me(ur past)coz you was me (a naive little fat girl)🤭and happy birthday PS .if ur still fat here's a list of things to do 1.send this letter to him(Meleck) 2.quit alcohol 3.break up with ur current date 4.go to any tall building or any ocean 5.jump from the highest building or into he ocean(suicide🧐) 6.if u survive u can keep ur fat and if u die go to hell *****.