A letter from April 17th, 2020

A of ,pu sltil bti cpki sah cihhw ety gle,eloc eht obj nebe srceops knigam eht ooncyme tpciilaaopn eosdcn sha hhtugaol eary srpedegsin to. .
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Tub dle eonft ot yer a as eh'ss 'ndot nlaa we litls avreftio oanrym,e ltnies eilyfnteid. Ta ot i a yuo woh ma ans nda ethnieygvr is nadehdl ,eb oecdmoin lepca ardh meazad. To to oehts ni isllt hwat ehnapped nrudig cogrnveeri i ho,nste omfr yuo aerthpy eyras am be. An na i omnaut videvusr ew icpk hl,dci a tdlau erst nad lwli as eth pu ousomren sa. Diogn eth your ,woryr eer'w acn nw,o oasmtl rwee' rrodt'oo—nhr fo nca ,yaw 22 ntah i nca you rettbe vree evasziilu uoy mnigiae eosnixeprs by im!giane. .
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Tath nad het ega ntiynseti etsra nbrgi wnro uryo by liamyn odwn oyu to satenpr etebwen ,won tldetse oneg tresn to are eenyrqfuc ueds eublectrun asbidrnueo ofrm 'ist. Busceae ouy obrlesmp some htwi aimytcni fo isth ahve. .
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Adn oeffr fo ot oen ihtw lpopee rtoew: ethes strltee, oury etnlge olve uoy ,urylseof ouy ttha ,love het e"b ni. Si maen idkn tno but yeeorvne is tno reevoyen. Tgear as na iungicotnn be rha,te rntyig fmor whit i waht " uoy a to ma ulta,d my eipcratc slilt curafle. Uoy out, whta, ganaist wya, lla yb ghutho? het tosm rea wkno ocme dsod ikd,n indf eloppe to. Baotu t'isn l,dowr gdoo ?ti itghn aierezl eht ot a.
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Dna rsfti oru ti eednd got emstr 22, toin in ekswe 3 ew fo srtiianhloep inwhti ta o,elv. Oyu noe on era o,wn fo *** teh surserpi to. Eth tghisn asid gd,o 'vyuoe. . . I i rmoyme ashtt veoim haev reeh,att hwosl ni elsrm,pbo odwlu the me adn i ynaaa do cteals mbermeer oy'du slomta ellyar ot hsnmtegio otn nvomgi kthin singski emermbre. Eht yb ouy engaeedrte aueoslbt uwlod aecscs trthea"e teh vieom eb ahd be ******* a osc,hlo trtahe,e uhrchc nodairbg odluw dinrgu ti only y,wa fo ntuqrainea "ivmoe teh otn ew uyor to. Tcrhis ussej. .
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Nnkiihtg yuo kpee ubtoa i. Eyrngihtev rteaebh, tseen,xi ni piehgnl ni ni nda btu aayna nhtig ctuho, hre ruchhc a ta wthi hlcsoo ni hte dnaignc anme nwo bed hrelsipoatni iwht lalo i'sas gnlyi. Ofr it ro ot peussdesrp yunnf wsa btaou cys,ar i?t 'sti ruo wree aan,ya tensaddrun wn,o nreev we ia,s sujt chlc,ie 'lfeis sn'it udfsenco a or ntwa or oall, gnielfse. We nacceceapt ubseeac bcusaee htat rosugp wdulo ew ifel form otu of **,* kwne were neve uoldw earhrd bemeoc rectain moer get hacer. .
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I htsi mheeewosr eanttitno rtndue uor e'evw ldecokb sleiet— ro ikthn out, rfiytrneig hwy nrdndstaeu i was. Wyh heopn eewr no ouaitp firndes fddenie, ni asw uoy evlo esnse dna ,genrfitriy edno,cs ryuo gntriy aws yrfneigtri, to ryieifgtnr, onrms aws a mdecaipn igrn,efityr yrou ruoy stiatric sneeruqse eth ueqre trpesan oyu ewer yeevr iaclos eerw smake eivdl csepea aeecdpt,c erew leodv the gwniak risgl noit a it dlwor rhewe. Thiba od the aoguthlh a ,dwonu i by nwte it teh dongi ,way is rewe' ,ttah trap evha ,yaaw thaif depree nevre teuruf rou in of lslit. Tsih rta uro dema 'its sndsame treet,b. .
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Claios ie:fl.
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Hte of 'dtndi enptcoc teh dnseoc desn ouy the i by lol?eceg y,wa of reay nwko eeihrt dorswc oocl idd eatfr. In rsat qeeur psguor epp,leo het egtar fo we nagh sotm velsare of nvedliov or ni wno hemt. Wa,y iinvva n)h+a(san and vaeh odm and diegns prouocidtn wfe mdae do we ttah ndirsef ,own a. Isivvna tegbgsi heaftr 0$06 gig by adype saw yuro. Kely, rosrpsoef yung,o pp:eole niyotumcm olsa kmi an tuorhbg zaignam iwojnn yjiai ingsed fo. Uryo esnior hrmtedie yo winasmh ogbruht preotcj dot elub and aetn oyu epla. Enve emda rnodau rdaoba ew ,enaicld talc,nsod dtysu etwn ou,pree ni wot ew ni dnlgean niegb oshn,mt and to nfidser ednjyeo 27 ew tnvgisii. Spega ove'yu of rabkspdeooc 200 imeosmre and up. Ciyqluk of ndialec ciuerstno oen bameec ouyr otfivrae. Sa:wg ann,hha ,ocgn hetor msnaiy udncile sacse,i epepol. .
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N,wo has thrgi ehsarrec ebne unf. Hwit dna s,u uro has utb ew oroprsefs on oonimlg rou oyj bla ovel isshte yalkm,aa iinak nbee engg,. Even cat. .
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Ildev eterh in loas srigl fo tzme ym oglceel evew' nigoartnl rsaiatt,ptnbeinm— in,eaal orf yieetntr e,rcaer hiwt dna mazanig het. Enaali and reety'h la hilew a ni own idtnga rftae o,to attdres zetm. Dan lhhe,at erh quit tiesairolnph dan aimylf olasg rasmste go orf netlam etfuru emoh mgraopr abkc ot her her ateuelave-r ot rhe zmte whit. Eho,m tacilyfi raec cbak an for iorwkng an 'isle tassainst iedattviarsimn as yee. Of aginkt asdpes me oubta en,patdrrgna it ,waya jstu rcea nad has eben ehr itkhn her ssh'e dha mnraodrhegt gae dema. .
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Nda iibtn adsy ipdsneng bslc,u rea a o,scta in gorhthu fo pruog dmea cloes a btoh adn oyu ouy tniocaumlu mvit,iacs tncrao ithw rabs of erdinsf. C,arie rh,rdva)a tfle orwk ot s,dnyo xi,ale ryobb neecrlty o(wh sraimr creseahr abl a in ealegn,s in. Tib nda ilonne cnrhloyacli reup ntirbva fo goupr ,traehde a ma,tsr opeple. .
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Peek rdefisn idivulinda eocrus, fo ym i. Put mteisiaitnd yuo slelslyerent a sdamre owhse ouyr ash c,oco nefrgi adn sde,zzla hwo uprepdtos eevnr no weltha but nac. .
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Pleope and oodg ruo os ni fo eatpcccena came hseddnig isth mfro yohut ttah flie taerdts atht wvee' wev'e rou plsngiae w,sya avhing ffo soailc etontg ta gt,inh smedincetr,n riytcsca. Genttgi eth on tehkba,erra i nzmiiime j,dsneguemt tjsu uro dan in wlli repic it h,nitsg a—vlroeeln to immeenerbgr haic,enttu our ealryd re'we am twha adser t,ensepr won negib igenlanr rvoe thryape uttrs tefre,s seefl no woh gnayip. .
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Rof awsy, nda dna evha are ,netcpacig rithg how ifel of i kolo loisca ruo urtencoi eepl,op ftugaerl tehm naziamg hte hety fo btu lal on own, ma sehte estat i os laortten ym at tub is, oiinbamt marst, etcquisri. Otn to iinntggseaivt av,he 'sti a doog eno wtrho htuoght but. That i hthguto sfmyle ,elisay ays atuob mkae rvene wdolu i dfenrsi i. Ittpgnu ntfogio ot me ronuda gdiinfn a—daswn rs,y—tniifgier odl ym ni meyfls reteh, ugupnsri eht uot ,swdnou lsilt hniagle ti eglle,oc ym rtuelcu znoiiislgac nnvuontnocaile srtee,isnt smylef. Dyepa knenisds of ookl edu who it ersep utb hte and ot fo,f mentosr. Ordpu i'm ,lmdbhue ,lyealr and. Rsnaget i'ts onoeimt a. I yuo no ndfi nagi nootfg,i ruedbsonai liwl etetrb tdobu heva od ,me anht uryo vene ,unocytmmi ste. Ew el,hl nac ady ocol be oen maeby. Eht oocl ool,c tselste of dkni ahtt ryalle. It i loko ot fdroarw. .
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Ym epek day fo and aashh, ,sourec ni with ,aanjli uocht i eson, noourn. .
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Shanelp?cmmctio trsaetge.
Uiomis,atb ttah i lneueyngi derfi,n am tbuli h,dar by bkric odog roptielyasn i nad kbirc dan a i am i—eklni i nda tyels ohst,r siht i avhe i a feil okrw. Esrpso,t wev'e rhtee eno tntaoeianinrlyl fo end rou edgree, were' ot ecllgoe eht tslamo nrteeedsp. To and adn ysp got mmodettic oint ew lciubamo iyrivtenus pepidenrpe a !)(. D you ,y(eh dto!o)cr a be can. Wno ew rescxngiie tynirg ,ot) drtnoopuci vredi loco ro( ihysghaw rkw,o iodng dna we esdgin nac rae. We a no datde ,ho erdac ,tou one ig,rl nad mcae. Tersduop rwveheo iknth the i ym ma i fo ,dmestin. Yselfm i cretpse no celap korw own and nad a of kca,l fmor yeurpl emca i rfmo ergoln rwehe i. .
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?rsedga.
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Reom ,agesdr oen sa ykoa, rsemt sgadre uoy goidn negtgit erhte otesh yuo of rea aer euradtag rawsad in fo no ,yomnrae 'oyreu. Aodyt ondig tub how i i to teh tem slghpcoyoy do lwel ******* ootk hntik s,ema we ,odniisce is ahreres,c ghrit erya ti asw an for rteax a safm,heul a is phds sa it ybo lcniilca teh. .
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Proelmb isgbegt eht o?nw htgir.
Toms ni oengpdtri atgnik putrm seems eht sgonieadl ot oyneomc a:tels ai be eblsa,msh rimsec mfor sroemplb to narorsiuovc is oe,rv lvsreea samrimtgni wra dan eht etlf. Nnepagphi ni eht reesavl csneoiegd oldwr 'therse. I ifccesair dairaf adrfai rsnittee am dafair meummnto dan lilncaci up to ot eth vgie to mitomc to rof ichn adn nye,lrosapl owkr yclsophgoy of dna en,sgdi a dfni i dmea boj,. Haev haev n'dot ts,ih noeym eahv dan all ondt' i ca,r rdieilrfng dan i 'odtn a a i. .
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Whihc lho:cos.
V!dasi.
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We ?ppyha era.
But a kgowirn dna i,t esy on ,dtrsesse bti. Lltycaa,u no. Ni vlei rfae i. Wsa oo,ecdinm dan to esam yaphp aws nas i i'm be won sa i ysa ensa:wr ni wneh eth a?m iwth i i acn leab i tjeocevlbyi sa 'ncat i er,mo eerh phypa swa ays ohw.
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Feeteu/roglclu no obsj? thyainng.
Hits ibg isutoqne eth is. .
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Da?rsem.
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In eeplpo wnat dkni a i ,moslar lcoo to ,ycit hwo istuaconcop oocl dan vahe yb eoadrd cloo slevro reoudusrdn eivl yb sedrinf dna. Idengs tiplnaoet my i eus and to natw ailaanltcy. Tms,egiohn i ot vahe hbeisupdl atwn small. I ********* eb anrtcei adn to nwta ym druop fo. Om,m lwel odgo wlsaay lcseo d,ad ehtm ot mnvhscteeaie tanw tcsioan tugrdeha nad ettra ot ot ym dan him dan eb i roohn be a nad ni stih dan imh. Nwat cntondeif lefe i ot. **** not onmye ekam ot )rn to me tnwa a si 010(k b-gdnwimloni i fo. Iedeedtpnnn i to eb wnta. Antw iftueblua to nad i satrm be. Dna to i ureflowp watn esdtreepc be adn etnalver. Ym thwi ,eyh ustj ngeib seredis hsteon. .
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A twrrie 1,6 htat igirtwn nsohte and reifogv dan antwed ntikh my betrte, too i i i patued mroe swtna' ta usjt os to oehp amed ttsu,epeirno sith gvie a nbsenstul aws eth tasust. Tihs ew weev' semo biuld pu waaysl hpeo fo opeh wtha ot eedrdma lfie ym eurt, i dmresa eacm i nad of. So i'ts i it irdew opudr eefl ouy, a o,uy i i chets ilwl of uorpd be lgne,fei ma in os of ym. Ervne verne y'ueov hdsoelur a oeuv'y p,u eagv trepyt ehda adn ryou no yuveo' odgo delt,ste tog. Fro i uyo eth voel 'im pheo dfin onlogik. .
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22 aeg ates,ll.