A letter from April 17th, 2020

Yemoonc nagikm het cpesors yte ptpnlcioiaa tib eht oesncd enbe hhwci ltsil ot htuglhao pkci ash a fo sha job yera eol,gelc deigpsesnr ,up. .
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As ndto' fitovaer yer a itslen lde entof we ltlis ubt se'hs yoarmen, tdyenleifi anla ot. I b,e darh lecpa how am maazde einmodco nad asn at si nlahdde to uyo nyevhgrtei a. Ot erevigcron to lslti eharpyt htwa ehsot be te,sonh from ephdeanp in am i resya uoy igurdn. Erts an we ilwl pu as het i esurnmoo an a taumno and talud euvdvris ,ilhdc kcpi sa. 22 ,now woryr, ielzsaivu uoy 'dntro—ohorr eetrtb soxeneprsi eth toasml i of anc uoy nac rvee iiaegm!n odnig rouy by ianmige eerw' nca htan wa,y er'we. .
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Ouyr estrn erats seud gbrni oyu by ot n,ow to nmlaiy lstdete gae rofm onwd bunrelceut pntsaer efcernqyu era neebtwe nad its' hatt goen uneiradosb stityinne eth wonr. Aitcnyim shit beaceus fo oyu eoms whit brolsmpe avhe. .
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Fo in ot ithw elo,v hte eon nad eshet lveo oryu you ntlege ofefr tee,trls wet:ro yof,sruel "be you ttha peopel. Ont is idnk voeeynre but nto is eneeyvro enma. A grytin i to e,arht tireapcc hiwt uyo ma ult,da nnuiogtcin ofmr my rlceafu eatgr " siltl be an wath as. Ht,aw ostm ot nidf you era sgtiaan ,ndki ,yaw the wonk dosd moce lal by eplpeo o?hhtug ,out. Nst'i het rdwo,l doog ?ti liezrae nhigt ot a abtuo.
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Ew inot 3 htiwin uor in eendd ,ovle ta of it 2,2 opiansltiher got kwese sirft retsm and. On to fo prreisus ,nwo the oen *** you aer. V'yeou god, tshign eht idsa. . . I em mrmyoe mmrerbee stalmo i i eebmmrre ihtnk adn ayrlel od ivoem to 'ouyd itnegshmo oles,mrbp ldwuo vognmi areh,tte staht evah in nsgikis naaya not elcsat teh oslhw. Nigrud ragbnodi eth uwlod r,heaett oyur of ynlo be tno iveom" ahd olc,sho ******* e"tthaer yb saecsc ti we etengadree chcrhu wlduo lesbtaou eb ayw, yuo omevi a het eth to naaeiqtrnu. Sjuse riscth. .
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Hitknign peke tabou uyo i. Ubt nwo hcrhuc a o,htcu ni pthonlirsaei nvrhtieeyg hnlpieg nad thiw het sa'is ni rhe oclhso hatber,e at hiwt nligy loal itngh mane in in bed idngnca ,tsienxe aayan. A,ynaa ro we its'n nwo, erenv l,ola ot rou ofr r,scya it ro utbao ro ,isa asw seersppdsu ?it fei'sl nufny ewer adurtdsnne a atwn suneocdf esiefnlg ist' tjus ci,lhec. Riantec cabseeu nwke eifl from ew mebceo eerw ***, besaceu cehar ermo wuodl uwodl htta egt of uto adherr neev ew prosug eetcacancp. .
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Udnert uro 'weve ehoweerms toanitnte okclebd sith knhit hyw ,otu i sndrnutdea asw or fernyirgti iste—le i. Ouy eewr nytirg riefgi,nrty oruy rewe ecaesp oitpua iotn reew ,yrnefiitrg wsa lowrd ryou epadectc, ewer swa quere seesn olev ni eskam eoldv olsiac a oyu nad swa a vyree ,diefdne ei,tyfrnrgi r,yteingfir hte hewre eqseeurns npeasrt to the why rsilg oury empicand eoscdn, ti ttacirsi evdli sornm phoen no nirsdef naigkw. Gdion ugaohhtl do rou of evren a aptr isltl i d,nouw dreepe ,away yb teh in eht ,htta w,ay is it habit wnet eutruf fahit 'eewr veah. Andesms 'ist etr,bet made art htis our. .
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Scilao ei:fl.
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You snde efrat swrcdo ,awy fo by dni'dt treehi hte snodec idd enoctpc hte cloo the yrae i fo elg?cole oknw. Asvleer atrge queer or ahgn oeplpe, fo vidnoevl stmo own tmeh tras het in of we in puorsg. Vahe vvanii dna dan thta we fwe emad od indegs mod uiotrpncod derisnf w,on a +na)h(sna yw,a. Aydpe 0$60 aws iiavvns yb gig ethfra sgbgiet oruy. K,eyl hutobgr tyuonmcim ikm igsden of reopfsros anmziag iwjnno iayji an aosl p:opele ongyu,. Elbu enta wnimhas dto gbrouht epla adn oyu cjotepr royu neosri dmreihet oy. Cdnie,la wetn adorun aabdor opree,u vnee joeyedn gnieb 27 to toc,sndal ew in difersn ho,stmn we we wot edam stuyd ni lgnadne dan siinivgt. Apesg oey'vu proskdbceoa imermeos fo nad 020 up. Toarevif oury neo kuyqcil aidlenc of emcaeb reoistucn. Niamsy annh,ha cnidleu ,csiase w:sag cogn, oeeplp hetro. .
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Been cshearre fnu hirtg has ,wno. Imgloon oru sha ruo ikina klym,aaa oyj no tbu soepforsr ew hwti nbee ihsste olve eg,ng bla s,u and. Tca eenv. .
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Rfo metz nibetmntpaa—ri,ts iledv ca,erre lisrg het ieetntry leeglco v'ewe irlatonng zimgaan reeht ni of saol inlaae, ihwt ym nad. Adn al ailnea a tdgnai ratef ni ztme ry'tehe onw to,o ehilw ttsedar. Etzm mtearss hre go dna treuuf shiopenlirta mleatn reh to kacb uitq omeh rgapmor thwi and alfmyi l-aeaurteev reh osgal to tea,hlh orf reh. Sa sraandititmvei na ohe,m assntiats yee rionwkg orf lfyiiatc raec ackb an 'iles. Hnikt me psseda erh emad kignta eag her rptdg,raenan nbee care nhreormtgda utjs toaub adn shse' has it ahd wy,aa of. .
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Ub,scl sayd hotb uogpr in wtih oscle esfnrid s,tcao fo a uoy of tibni uuncaitoml rea aemd toarnc a truhogh nda gnepsnid iitmcvsa, nda uoy asrb. In ni owh( ,eilxa lba yrbob rwok a,irce eynrelct ,neasgle flte eshrarec srmiar y,nosd a dr)haavr, to. Fo lnyrlchaioc a gropu ade,trhe adn vrtanib eurp lppeeo mats,r nlieno tbi. .
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Peek i drfisen ialduiivnd of ym erosc,u. A nda esowh evrne ruyo owh dtiseanitim ubt awleht reignf tpu uoy no rsamde l,zaszde nca sah oo,cc srlleeetlsyn uropesdtp. .
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Nda 'vewe flie tsertda oru yuoht at doog in meac fmor fo ierd,cnsetnm eloepp e'vwe nddhiegs hist ahvngi tteong ffo gsinpela htgn,i ntacepceac ttah calios htat so yicsartc ayw,s uor. Nwo dna enigttg vore nbeig piayng rrmingeembe jesnuegmd,t pcrie dyrale esard hetuin,tac ot wlli atwh i veernl—oal sep,nert am our ttrsu izneiimm sutj uro owh lefes ni het on efesr,t it trhpaye eraahretk,b nhtgs,i erwe' no inengrla. .
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Atrm,s ilfe netiaccg,p teuioncr faergutl the binitmao lal ruesqiict hwo ethm p,eopel eatst oolk tub i i no os nizgaam at our ma avhe w,on of loetatnr rof my dan adn ehset btu are gtihr ehyt fo cslioa ,si w,ysa. Nto eah,v 'tis but tohhutg ot nigatetngsivi a wroth ogdo oen. ,aesyli otbau i kema sya erdfsin dwolu semfly htat i thoutgh i vnere. Oraund ym iznaiosigcl efslym usn,dwo tuo ti to ym ertuucl helnaig inigdnf s,nteiestr ylsmfe old iantoonlncnvue hte heter, me gtnuipt uupsgrni tlsli c,gleloe ifonotg swadna— in it—n,ryigfrsei. Ti adn dpyea fo prees who iesnsnkd tnermso tbu deu ot ookl het ,ffo. Lrleya, udrop dna ,uhdmelb m'i. Emnitoo a anegtsr i'ts. Athn nvee you gnai fndi onruiseadb ste itnofg,o veah buodt no do tyoim,mcun tebter i uryo ,em illw. Day be eon anc oocl we l,ehl ymabe. Oclo rlaeyl co,ol teh dnki fo taht ltsstee. Lkoo raodfwr ti to i. .
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In ournon dna hhs,aa day rcsuo,e keep htwi o,sne i fo j,anila htuoc my. .
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Setatrge m?ictloceanmsph.
Doog am by a lief psailnreyto i ferd,ni —ikelin eytsl crkbi i iat,buosmi i ahtt ma eyginunle ihts ,thros i kwro i nad ckibr a i libut veah nda adn rhad,. Of e'ewr lmasto het to ndpseeetr ehetr one linotrnyianetal ned gellcoe ,pesorst uro ewv'e ree,edg. Dna yps a obliucma tgo ew vinurseiyt nripeeeppd noti to dan !() cmetditom. Uoy nca d hye,( a eb )rtocod!. Adn rea owkr, colo o,t) cna rponoictdu wno ro( syhgiwha vired gdsine we tgriyn ogdni giisnecxer ew. And daedt daerc to,u we maec oen igl,r no a ho,. Udstproe i the i timen,sd ma of vwoerhe my nihtk. Estrcpe a i fmor rwehe l,cak syfmel krow omfr dan fo i rypuel nad plaec elrong ecam on onw i. .
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E?darsg.
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Oyu dngio hoset oyu edratuga neo ehert ya,ok uoeyr' are in rtems dr,geas swadra roem are naoy,erm fo on of nttgegi gserad sa. Fro txrea a si uelsmah,f i lscyyphoog wlle ti ,aems took a is oyadt ryea hspd ti i ******* to ohw tnikh crreesa,h an teh eht ew was sdiecino, igtrh boy tem as lcnaiicl noigd od tbu. .
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Eobrlmp igsbegt trghi nw?o eht.
Ariinsgmmt ldsienoag leervas ea:slt eb si oev,r in ot kiatgn rpumt flet rtedigpno sseme awr tsmo heabsls,m eht teh to vsoarnrucoi mrfo ai eocomny lmerospb eicrms dna. Coendgies owldr negappnih in hte rhsee't rveasel. I nda aiclncli dmae am a ot ot ot i rdfaia rdafai dna copsyolghy ihnc dna to rwko mmciot faardi fo ep,solalyrn for bj,o nfid iracefics umtommen giev rntteeis sd,igne het pu. Iedrilrnfg a ahev ot'dn ondt' i and dan i ahev ,this aevh enymo i td'no cr,a all a. .
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Solhoc: ciwhh.
Dsv!ia.
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We papy?h are.
I,t tbi etrssdes, utb no nad a sye gkionwr. No ucyalt,al. Fare leiv in i. Hte nomd,eoci ypaph i i erhe yapph nas 'atcn to eb im' say smea adn r,eom blea ni i enwh own thiw aws ays swa sa aws am? can ae:wsnr eloevtycjbi as how i i i.
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?jbos no tanghyin leuelergtc/ofu.
Euqintos het shti is igb. .
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M?asred.
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Owh erlsvo ,aomsrl veah by ururosdden oddrae a watn dniserf ni to cloo olco and i ucpcooantis by leopep yt,ci ikdn looc liev and. Use dengsi to awtn ntoelapti i ym yiaactalln dan. Dbshpulie i ot tgoesn,imh wtna lmsla avhe. Adn of ym be to iartnce ropud ********* i twna. Dna ym to in nrooh be godo i a dan lawsya mhte adn hgueradt eb nosacti ihm dda, awtn eehmesiactnv to lseco ot mhi ,mom retat nda dan lelw tsih. To efel dfnoeticn atwn i. Rn) i ekam a **** of bn-idwlmonig ot (0k10 me enyom to is nto tawn. I dnedntpeine ot ntaw eb. Nda tnaw eulufabti ot eb sartm i. Nda natw elrevatn i luoerfwp nad eb ot ecrspedte. Wtih h,ey sjtu ignbe nsthoe dirssee ym. .
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Wrteir petdau so het i and thsi ta just ot tatuss a i ebunstlns oto my kntih nsehto saw pheo erptst,eniou beet,tr n'awst i remo wenadt a taht dna made iniwgtr ,61 eigv vgrifoe. I aeddrme of fo hits ew acem ym meos awth urt,e adersm syalaw 'veew ilbdu pheo to lefi up i dna eoph. Uoy, fo pordu it's iwll be so riwde fo i a uorpd in i ma i os ym teshc ,gleenfi yu,o fele ti. And tedls,te suehdorl eadh got oodg up, a ryou ryptet 'uveoy ov'eyu on ernev vaeg 'yvoue evren. Love i dfin mi' hte uoy oignkol orf oeph. .
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22 eatl,sl gae.