A letter from April 17th, 2020

Bit esrocps het mingka sah hsa fo mecnooy encdso the tslil raye le,lcgeo painocapilt ,pu to neeb ikcp hhcwi seensripgd ojb a yet otgulhah. .
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Tbu rey setlni vitorafe lana we to se'hs litls a otnd' as led entof ylntfideei er,yomna. Am ,be i who is ot mdzaea ouy ieyrnghtev ddelnah a ta adn ans lepac hard cdieoonm. Aeysr hwat ouy i eb to npeahedp atepyhr am rofm duignr lltis ohtse rieegrovcn ,nethos in to. Usevvdri a sa sa ikcp teh setr will i an we pu adn h,lcid rumneoso an datul otuamn. Atslmo acn gmeanii lezsivaui uyo ,wya soreixnsep you better 22 ,nwo uyor 'reew e!gnmiai fo r'ewe ntha ndogi rry,wo nca eht eevr i rh—rord'ntoo by cna. .
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Birng nebtwee seartnp oyu ucbtneerul ownr thta yilnma onge rents fuyeceqrn aibrousedn het 'tsi gea to earst tdeetsl uroy rae titysienn udes nad own, ot fmro by owdn. Osme mcatynii eblsompr hsti you ahve of ihtw auseebc. .
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Hte evlo e"b heset ouy thwi esylu,fro ttah yoru tw:oer of reffo you steelt,r to poleep dan neo le,vo gtelne in. Idnk not is si btu rvnoyeee vereeony otn amen. Am oyu an be what rtgae iytrgn " toinunicng mfor ym crpaicet thwi i udtla, lstli a as ot a,rthe lecufar. What, all tsom ot ut,o ainstag wnko idnf omce yb rae oyu the h?uthog ay,w dkn,i sdod epoelp. I?t a orwdl, taubo nsti' the ot oogd ntghi lrizeae.
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Eswek nda of rsitf we at uro it tmres 3 voel, tog deden niot itwhin snoeiptriahl ,22 ni. On ot yuo eth rae one urieprss *** ,onw fo. ,god the aisd voyeu' gsnthi. . . Vngmoi i to mrbemree roeymm od evha nitkh em otsehmngi du'oy lohws motlas eht nda ahteret, eoivm yllaer yaana ltcsae i eemrmber olwud ttsha rsem,bolp i ni singisk not. A,wy rteh"eta cuhhrc be hte ynol aeblutso idrgnu ahd hte het uldow yrou be scoolh, tno ******* baogridn mveoi lduow i"mvoe ti to htat,ree of arqaintuen yb you a ssecca we geeatdrene. Usjes chrtsi. .
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Higntnik i yuo epke obatu. Htnig eth her ni t,ucoh xestie,n bed anaya whit tiwh ni nmae icndnag olla ilpnhge gnyli asi's ehbaret, ta nwo tub ni teshpaloinri vihneregyt a ohcols ni chrhuc adn. Batou for islef' ,allo tis' won, nfuyn ewre to sdseurpesp stranueddn ,ihcelc c,rysa ruo aws it ias, yna,aa we or or ro snit' eudsnofc sjut egnfelis atnw a neerv ti?. Uto ewkn seucaeb ew vene mero daerrh olwdu bocmee eewr of eeuscab ofmr goprus we epcctcenaa eilf **,* teg dluwo crienta herac atht. .
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Denuantrsd asw terfiiygnr i 'eevw neudrt tkinh or netnttiao ies—elt rou ihts i ot,u oeerhwsem dlckoeb hyw. Rfi,enirtyg nsmro in msake clsoai ldvie seceap wsa etcpdae,c girls ouy esrntpa a tuoapi it eth to peohn rouy rgrni,eyfti rdowl reisdnf asw eyrve wgikan velo toni uyor qeeesruns wsa casrtiti ewer oyu wyh caiempnd ,finddee qreue d,nocse a reew ldevo on your eth ieitnyrrf,g were nad t,fyrinigre ssnee ytginr were erweh. It idogn ni hiaft evren taht, of ,awy avhe oru ntew atlhouhg rtpa udwon, i do terfuu eeedpr way,a were' by a llsti ibhat hte the si. Amed eerbtt, rat 'tsi nessamd uro tihs. .
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Cslaoi il:fe.
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Loco of ocpctne nsed you yb gl?eocel i did eht sndeoc raye theeir ,awy hte nokw codswr areft fo eht dntid'. Lpoe,pe ew tsra rvasele ni fo of stom argte grpuos ereuq the etmh nhga ro ni vliendvo wno. Omd s)a(+ahnn w,no a nivvai few y,wa sigdne amed and iporntocdu adn iersfdn ttha haev do ew. Afreht saw 006$ navsivi igg ryou dyaep tggeibs yb. :epeplo giedsn na orefrsosp gziaamn kim itomyumcn e,lyk asol ugy,no aiijy trobuhg of jnwoni. Oyur eerhmidt odt teopcjr uoy tane hsiawnm yo guohbrt oserni pale dan lbeu. Eevn we to ysdut ewnt d,colastn ew in hmnots, 72 nad adem ew gebin otw roaabd njoedye snigivti ldc,iane in u,epoer indserf nanelgd daornu. Srmeoiem pu dan of daseoopcbkr uve'yo 020 agsep. Daenicl maebec fo roitveaf cqkliyu eno uory eictrnuos. Udceiln eeplpo ,ahannh sga:w namsyi toreh co,gn ,aescis. .
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Ehrsarce nfu nebe sah wno, gihtr. En,gg jyo sha on ew srrpfoeos htwi adn eben uro utb su, kaamlya, tsehis uor ianik bal omnloig olve. Atc vnee. .
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Ether a,nleai my tmez nad vldie naizgam rniteety aitrnolng grlis hte ntapti,—bnmrteais coeegll ofr slao fo 'evwe erca,er tiwh in. Eraft ztem o,to own dan idgant ailnae liwhe tatrdes a in hr'etey la. Iqtu tlmena dna hoem htiw ot agslo garopmr hre tmez elvt-eaeura erh rfo uureft atlhh,e og dna ehr cbak hre mestars lieitahpnsro to flymia. Stasstnia an tiesniadviramt eye an akcb cilfitay rcae lise' rfo iknrgow sa om,eh. Her adh bouta kngtia me edma essdpa ti ehr think eebn jstu arrtnomehdg hsa grpdetn,arna arce nda fo essh' ,ayaw age. .
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Of sblc,u aemd tsaco, htrhgou a in yuo tnbii htwi era inlaomutuc adn oprgu bsar sdya ohtb socel of depisgnn a adn oyu nsdierf aotnrc vis,mcita. (how doy,ns a ecyltenr ecira, okrw rybob etlf to in rechreas in rrsaim n,geaesl bla ealix, )a,vharrd. A nineol eurp lhycoclrina at,srm intarvb pugro poeepl e,hdtera of dan tib. .
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Srco,eu iaudvidlni i eekp of ym srdnefi. Tup uoyr nvere duepotspr ccoo, can ehswo yuo eirnfg ubt zeda,slz a dmsrae adn hsa who lnstselelyer wleath on tnetmidiais. .
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Omfr os ee'wv ta nttgeo hgeindds aecm fo h,tign acpecaetcn stih odog lief eppoel oru hatt ayws, hatt off icsalo aiyrctcs rou ohtyu rsenetdmcn,i nda avgnhi v'ewe ni gsaleipn tdtraes. Wlil 'ewre gihns,t creip in aarkebre,th tgingte rou no to str,efe pytehra ustrt norale—evl oru ardes nda igrerbnmeme atcnh,euti tsrepen, ti yanipg miimneiz s,ejudgmten erov eht ignbe athw won i lesef sjtu ingareln owh edayrl ma on. .
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Silcao ghirt tehy nabiotmi ma ear adn cstureiqi i ookl lfie relontat all yas,w eth os ceapctgin, utb taets tmras, fro minazag ecutonri ym frlguate ethse at fo uor ee,oplp ,is ahev ohw ehmt nda ubt on wo,n fo i. Ogdo its' ttisnngiegvai otn orhwt a neo ot ,hvae tgthouh btu. I i eernv einfsrd kame i say ouhtgth bouta lfsmye ayiel,s htat woldu. Leruutc ongialzisci yflsme tsill oftoign ti ugittnp ingnfid elahign ,etreh out snwa—ad rdouan loatnniuvncnoe griuspun me my in ym ot lmeysf old sw,unod teh isgf,ye—irrint llegceo, rnt,ssetei. F,fo eud loko indkenss it hte edypa hwo but adn to fo ntremso reesp. Mudh,lbe 'im lryel,a nda drpuo. Itmenoo easrntg a t'is. Enve ,em etertb t,ycmounim liwl uoy gain rsneaoiubd i hnat dnfi bdotu on veha do uyor ets gotfino,. Neo we byema colo ady e,hll be can. That cool eht indk fo tssetel lco,o arlely. It to aordfrw i oolk. .
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Of i rosc,ue nunroo ym yda ekep se,no and a,hsha whti i,lnjaa hcotu in. .
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Npicatmmc?helso eeatgtrs.
I and i arsiylpenot rbick dogo a tleys lnenyuige i l—iinek troh,s i nr,dfei itsh yb biutl i that rkbci a i adn eifl iamuio,tbs owkr vhae ma dna ma ,adhr. Fo esnrtpeed tatylliorinenan eve'w nde to rou 'eewr leelcog teh osspe,tr ,eeedrg noe reeht smtoal. Ot yps gto icluomba adn a nda we !)( mttidomec iervnutyis toin erpnpeiped. Yuo h,e(y anc d a do)rc!to eb. O,)t (or indog ndorpiotcu ,rowk are we gidesn hagswiyh esiexrngic own nca nda oclo revid ityrng ew. Mace h,o ,uot rgl,i on we nad etdad a one crade. Ym nkhti teh hoeevwr i fo i ma iendms,t etrodpus. Reuylp calep of i peetrsc a eamc on lfeyms rleogn i ackl, mrfo ormf nwo and i ehewr rwko nda. .
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Sadre?g.
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Era uyreo' in aer thseo of ardwas ,grades oy,ka tradaegu emnro,ya uoy you ignod tereh ntggite resmt omer eon sa on gdresa of. Rfo aehmlfs,u ngdoi na i hdps wsa as ti teh arye owh mte a kithn is to do dotya liainlcc a ******* oby toko het etaxr we hgtri m,aes ti osgylhpoyc i wlle ubt re,acsreh sciodni,e is. .
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W?no egigtbs orlpebm rhitg teh.
Lmpsroeb arw nda omst oonyemc sseem iakgtn acorrnuovis to is het oislegdan tls:ea mngaritmis learves mrfo elft ginoretpd rutmp hmsslbea, to eo,rv eth eb in iecsrm ia. Aeinhppng leevsra 'hesrte rwold eht egideocsn ni. Ot fdaair dmae ,iendsg am dan i dan het a of dan ot mnmtoeum jb,o cyohpglosy to ardafi mimtco i lcnilica rfo wkro csacirefi up egvi sonlr,eypal ot icnh idfn riafad tneirest. Dna veah a i hst,i arc, i dno't evah a ndfeigrlri eahv dt'on i nad n'otd yomen lal. .
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S:cohlo whhic.
!isvad.
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Ew ap?yph aer.
Tib a sey tub no ngriokw sdrs,este t,i nda. On ,caualtly. Arfe in i leiv. Ma? eb saem neraws: teh i beal i how ppyah sna swa cna as eotjylvcebi to o,oidecnm own say here i thwi ni m,reo i appyh i i as n'cta say wneh i'm and was saw.
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No ru/eluctgfloee o?jbs gnnyitah.
Hist is gbi the tqsiunoe. .
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Damse?r.
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Nda lseovr ptocicaunso lppeeo nkid ot eliv owh cool adored adn i rniefsd aveh icy,t ntaw ocol yb cloo udounrrdse lrmo,as by a ni. Gisned ym i twna dan tetnaploi ot lntyaialac seu. Lsmla i twna evah bphldusei to hgetmnoi,s. Be rpduo ym ********* inertca wnta i ot adn fo. Eb hmi dna nad doog wlle ot to tanw nad ot datgrehu nad a siacton tish imh in m,om elocs nad theasnmvecie lsaayw oonhr dda, ehmt terat i eb ym. Ocenfdtni tnwa to i elfe. A akem ot si **** ot i miongbwi-ndl 0(0k1 nr) not awtn oymne me of. I want ot eb dnepndtenei. I rsamt and uieubatlf nwta ot be. Etevanrl tnaw presedetc feolpruw i nad dna ot eb. Twih gnbei snhtoe tujs ,hye my deersis. .
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A twrrie 61, was gerfivo tastsu i eth awdnte at oto ans'wt riiwtgn i eoph esnoht dna that eturs,inpoet i ym iknth t,beetr ulbnstesn adtupe so hits omer tujs nda a eadm ot geiv. Of opeh ym i i some and dilub we etu,r aesrdm up dmdraee to of wtha siht ywalsa phoe e'vwe emca eilf. I ym fo be dreiw i pduor iwll leef os u,oy in a drpuo its' oyu, os ctseh ti efingel, i of am. Enver yruo u,p tpyert eagv uye'ov adn ogod enver lorehsdu 'uyoev y'ueov no a gto eeldtt,s hdea. I lkgnooi uoy teh ehop fro elov fdin mi'. .
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22 l,telas gae.