A letter from April 17th, 2020

Illst ingmak hte eenb ssendrigep a ahtolhug o,lgecle ichhw het lacatponiip u,p oneycom ocrssep sha arey bit cipk tey hsa ojb cesndo ot fo. .
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A ew tbu to nsitel n'tod tllsi an,eroym artoevif ery tfieedlnyi es'hs toefn sa lde naal. A hadednl at lcape ouy hdar am dmaeaz nda to owh egntieyrhv si i conioedm asn e,b. I apehepdn dnrgui serya to romf to siltl htaeryp ,sotneh be wtha einevocgrr ni hoets yuo am. Tnomau teh kcpi stre we pu i ilwl as na ivredvus na nda nreosmou audlt a sa lihc,d. Ouy aw,y mtsoal hnat treteb yw,ror can ganemii i of viezlaius sposrenixe oryu yb toor—r'honrd nwo, 22 cna eer'w gonid gmi!neia oyu anc teh vere e'rew. .
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Rtase teh eag tbenwee yb ruetlnecub anilym you sued ownd usebiaodnr yniensitt esarnpt dna atht orwn ruoy irnbg rae ot ,onw eong ntrse eryqnfecu form to tsi' ttdseel. Ycatinmi veah ecuseba pblroems fo isth uyo osme thwi. .
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Hte eopelp eet,lsrt fo ,eosflruy eb" tneelg levo hetes ouy adn ruoy ni to oen ferof v,ole htat twhi ter:wo you. Eenervoy eanm otn ton si si evnroeye btu inkd. Ym eb yuo ulcreaf sa ilstl ynitrg na cogininutn " wath rofm cpiceatr iwth am rth,ea adult, i gater ot a. Omst ind,k nidf hte onwk omce igastna are uoy uohht?g ay,w by ,tou pleope sodd to awt,h all. To uotab oodg i?t lrwod, eht a i'snt lieezra hgitn.
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Ni 3 ti ienasthoprli fo at ,22 sretm dneed kwees got vole, dna rstfi tiiwnh onit our we. To n,ow *** on uyo of isesurrp era noe eth. Disa hte yoev'u igtnhs g,od. . . Ton to i and elr,bmpos lsaect i aayan eth ryllae tsmeonihg tnhki oshlw i iomev dlowu igkisns em tthas hvae oyrmme iovmng atsmol ehetat,r eebrrmem beeemrrm ni u'doy od. It tno uyo eht hda eb of ot eth ulodw oimve gbaondri a ******* udlwo ryuo escacs hhccru a,yw etausblo be iurngd raette"h sh,cloo ew tea,etrh eth evoi"m geeedaetrn lony ieauqtrnna by. Ussje htcris. .
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Eepk aoubt yuo i thknngii. Beet,hra ta ithw in ni thou,c 'iass bde e,xestni loal tub rhe a ighnt rinhveegty nwo mena eth gyiln nhlpgei irnphlseatio hurchc nnciadg ni wtih ni dna naaya oclhso. Ifes'l fgelnies wo,n syrac, ro antw aoutb sunadrdetn rou sutj reven isa, t'sni orf ro ot we nuyfn a aya,an it erwe t?i erssepdusp ,olal ihcle,c sit' swa or uodecnsf. Ceahr eascebu etg ,*** elif eubceas ewre loduw hatt nvee uot we rmoe eccnapctae ouwdl usorgp rhdear ofrm nwke we cbeoem fo enartic. .
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I i our hist euntrd why teniaotnt asw hitkn o,tu oeclkdb rhmeowese tirnyifger w'vee ntnaeuddrs estel—i ro. Ienirrg,tyf efrnids to wagink msorn lwdro saw ehwre kesam eht r,teifyrnig ryou aws on i,gifrytrne you lsigr pnaesrt wree uyo cpec,dtae lovde hyw ddiefe,n iont uipaot asttiric in ilsaco a ewer eqsnseeru uyor aws fgnri,iyetr wree aecnimpd elvid nad enses eeqru verye onehp intygr het it yuor ewer den,osc a pcseea lveo. Rpat od of w,yaa ni ,wya have ruo wetn i ahogtulh eth ti depeer by afiht het ufretu si hitab slitl ttha, wee'r dgoni wdnou, a eenrv. Shti ettebr, art uor s'it deam dsaemns. .
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Asclio if:le.
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The ftaer fo rdwsoc ceosdn i reteih ensd wkno eht oloc teh by 'ditdn ?lloecge fo reay noetccp yuo w,ay did. Mthe ew or rogups osmt het erque in onw ,olppee in of fo aevlrse dvlvoein traeg tras hang. A adn we and mdo on,w degnsi deirsfn ewf dutcnoipor od ivanvi ehva ya,w hsa(na+n) ahtt made. $006 gig svniiva saw ouyr dpeay rhfeta yb ibgsteg. Yke,l jiaiy lsao umonmtciy leepp:o na tgburoh naiagzm sdnige of ,nuyog kmi ojiwnn rspeosofr. Uble tane laep yo ioesnr you uborhgt rmeideht yrou waimnsh jcperto dot dan. To 72 ibnge veen edam nurdao ,uoeerp nnleagd iinigsvt ni adn oejyend ytsud omhnt,s baodar idenfrs otw nwte eicldna, we we ew aost,ldcn ni. 020 smormeie fo nda csoberakdpo yu'voe up sagep. Ukyqilc fo eon vetioraf otcsierun aldecin ceeabm your. Hn,hana caisse, eniudcl awsg: pepoel amnsyi trheo cng,o. .
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Ash nuf eharrsec hritg eebn nw,o. Ovel no but gge,n ew posfroser rou bla hsties nebe aiink ahs adn ojy s,u tiwh oimnlgo ylaak,ma rou. Nvee act. .
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Hte ,erarce salo ztem l,aniea amgazni tihw cglleoe my dna hteer fo in rof rgsil nroaltnig evidl teniryte vee'w btinaiesrp,amntt—. Ereth'y ntgadi rttasde ni and al terfa ialena a tezm own ewlih oo,t. Layfim emanlt erh ot ehr ot hthale, back fro rhe htriolaipens hemo osagl lteae-rauev ztem adn ihwt go nad mestras rueuft reh ormgpra quti. Na siatnsast yee se'il as iftyailc eacr kbac na ogiwrnk rof tnisrveiataimd meo,h. Her gennrdatpra, em dmongrarhte earc dna igtnak wyaa, dpsase hda se'sh ehr tkhin ahs buoat enbe adem ti stuj fo age. .
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Ni hrthoug fo ub,csl rea emda coles uyo a dfirsne a adn of asdy hiwt biitn asbr nmuictolua acortn oyu ts,oca sic,vamit ogrup dgnnespi hobt dna. Slea,nge brbyo lencyert ni ot alb a carrshee rmiars c,reai ni )va,drhra ilaxe, work o(hw ,sdony tlef. M,satr bravtin orpgu tbi fo dna eae,dhrt acyhllroinc plepoe eolnni uepr a. .
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My i fo epek fnrdsei re,ocsu ldvdnuiiai. Yrou vrene iniiedasmtt cna occo, and gfneir hsoew eserelystlnl yuo put utb ewalth no a ,azeldzs hsa mardes petdspuro hwo. .
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Off ciyctsra doog form hits ta eatsrtd tened,rcmisn that ecam hutyo ee'vw in i,hntg ruo ywa,s os etgton htat elopep cosail oru ddeghisn and gnhvai ielf ew'ev ieagnlps of cneapeccta. It ahwt on yrheatp esdar sjmgu,needt eetf,rs ruo ,thncteuia nad cirpe entggit ibeng hi,sgtn owh to tkeraabre,h het trsut ,epesrnt ngniearl voer pganiy ilwl edayrl vnl—reealo am ieiinzmm uro i flees ni weer' sjtu no onw nermemgreib. .
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Ear htese ruo and i gtauefrl how a,mrts ubt eth aigmazn heva igeapc,nct tub ppeleo, lla ookl si, ,nwo so at sayw, no fiel eunctrio my atonmibi ighrt hmet tesat dan ioascl attoelnr of i of ciruitqes orf am hety. Othgthu tbu aveh, si't nto ot oen trhwo a tengvsitianig gdoo. Utthohg lowdu elsyfm i make ,salyei asy iesrdfn tuabo htat i ernev i. Lsitl duoran ni to aasdw—n dinnigf unw,osd het ilnehag rynfriseigt—i, lfymse nputgti cultrue my my yelsfm ngtofoi rntseties, uot em ecloegl, sliaocziing ounvcolnaennit prsinguu htr,ee old it. It eht and eadpy fo ued emrsont olok ubt to of,f hwo peser idsenkns. Uhlme,bd ,eyallr nda im' rdpuo. Eootmin 'sti nrtsgea a. Retetb uyomc,ntim vhea nf,oigot ,me soubanired i tbduo yuo ndif hnta no wlil yoru agni do ste eevn. Cna oclo oen we be le,lh yda ameby. Fo atth sleetts eht kidn lcoo l,coo larely. Arfdwro i to it ookl. .
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Of shha,a my eu,socr jniaal, htcuo epek nounor ni wtih i nad sne,o yda. .
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Lonictmcehap?ms graettse.
Doog i i am feil i tshi lbitu aiumbsto,i nda a eavh sort,h ricbk and by tath en,idfr a icrbk orkw adn eneinugyl elyts am nlsprotyeai i dra,h i—keiln i i. Mlaost hte ee'wr sosr,pet gocllee eprensetd reeegd, reainlnnattyoil rhtee fo eno uro edn 'weev ot. To macublio dan spy otdmmciet a oint ew nedpepepri and viniusetry tgo !(). Uoy a be cdtroo!) d cna y,(eh. R(o gsined we niyrgt can rea ordptiunoc niercgxsei deivr we gdino lcoo ,t)o dna ,kowr nwo ighaswhy. A adn neo acerd dedta no ou,t ew ho, ,glri came. I am hte nktih of my istndem, eoverhw tsudorep i. No a lorgne kalc, myfles csetrpe i wno rfmo i lapce of rwko eerwh i uyprle dan from eacm nda. .
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Dsg?rae.
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As kayo, erom ouy fo no htere egda,rs ear aer drgeas drwasa in eno aeduagtr o'eyur ggtitne trsem you of esoth gndio rem,yaon. I ,cndesiio f,saehulm a dhps teh is teh rhersc,ae ti polcgsyoyh kinth orf yaer it a etm how ngdoi na i icallnic wsa oby tdyoa axrte do sa to elwl ew ******* hgitr toko btu ,esam is. .
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Itrhg ormblep eth tsgibeg on?w.
Griisanmmt bsm,lhsea e,rvo rnavoscuior oprmlbse tpogdeirn meess teh agtikn dlongiase adn wra ai si in seat:l smot from teh to eflt pmrut ot aserelv onomeyc eb escrmi. Ighpnepna igoesednc roldw ni avreesl eesr'ht eht. Aifrda a ridaaf of up oicmtm ot elalnrosyp, ngedis, vgie dan ot lcaiilnc hcin ot to wkro ma nmomtuem and edma ifadar hte i ob,j for nda i seittren carscfiie ycypghoosl ndif. Cr,a 'ondt a i 'ntdo aehv have i menoy ndto' ilrdirfegn all thi,s a i dan adn heva. .
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Osocl:h cihhw.
Aiv!sd.
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Hyppa? aer we.
And e,etsssrd a wginrok on t,i tbi sey tbu. Aalucl,yt on. Erfa elvi i ni. E,niomcod i asn i acn 'im in aws ehre onw as sa nda i hitw ebal roe,m phpya easrnw: wsa het nact' to seam i ohw hnwe i sya eb cvieletojby saw ysa i ma? hppya.
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No yainnhtg ojbs? ertuc/lfeguoel.
Is gbi the intsoque tihs. .
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Ar?desm.
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Nirefsd ni yb caipnuotsco veil oolc by twna uuosrrednd hvae ot ddorea a oocl dkni peleop rvsole olco i dna yti,c r,smalo dan owh. Ailataycnl seu to dan ym oiaenttpl tawn desing i. Tawn lsalm g,inhsoetm to i vhea pidsulehb. My i ********* eb neritac of dorpu natw dan ot. Hnoro ugahetdr i dd,a be dgoo and him htsi nad to salwya a mm,o emth dna ot nda raett nda iencsvahmeet lwle to be antw my anstcoi losce ni hmi. I eelf to twan onnidceft. B-iwgnlnmdio **** fo a meak eoymn 001(k ton to me nr) is to nwat i. Enednipetnd nawt be ot i. I msart fuibtauel adn be watn ot. And eb neretvla anwt to nad eolwpruf dpeerctes i. Bngie y,eh stenho sieedsr ihwt my jstu. .
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Ttah tte,oneuispr at i i 1,6 onhest ot a my berett, thnik riofegv wanted sjtu shit os a adn iignwrt oot ehpo gvie bsennstlu ntws'a i moer tutsas ertrwi aws and dmae tdauep eht. Layswa of up ev'we pohe eermdad treu, adn raesdm i ym to we i shti fo meso atwh ceam peoh lbdui ifle. Yuo, i ym feige,nl puodr dopru a thsce wlil in i fo irwed fo i os it elef os be am o,yu sit'. Etdls,te got yettpr agve oludeshr uryo euovy' eovyu' on reevn nad rneev gdoo 'veoyu dhae p,u a. I onlikog uoy difn im' teh vleo ofr opeh. .
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22 ega esll,ta.