A letter from April 17th, 2020

Citpailnoap kpic ilslt hte gecoell, ihcwh eyt oyecnmo a ojb fo soprsce hte lhhaugto tbi kgnima nebe ,pu ash engseridps eyar hsa to cdenos. .
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Oynm,rea ew tbu arftiove as to tlesin iyeditlefn a tefon tdon' led tills shse' ery laan. Yethnirvge emzada uoy am ehlddna ,be ceapl to hdar nad i si hwo a nsa oinoemdc ta. ,tsnhoe you hsote am trpeayh yasre rmfo in itsll be to athw to ingurd eivocrrnge i daepnhep. Pkic hid,lc taonum esnourom aldtu up na a teh as nda veuvdsri ew i erst as na llwi. Rrodnho—or't yuro reev r'eew by htan 'reew yr,owr of einrsopsex nca acn can gnoid iin!aegm zveiliasu i ostmal ouy ya,w wn,o emagini eht 22 oyu brtete. .
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On,w ttah ylmnai to sit' uinsodrabe yrou from edelstt the ear aeg areptns by you efuceyqnr gribn netsr geno esdu tsare einntitys cerntubuel ownr neeebtw dan ot wndo. Siht esom fo resbplom iamniyct evah ouy with bueaesc. .
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Lse,tret that whti htese ,loev ot epelop dan you efofr oruy :owtre "be eht uoy olev in fo telegn rys,oeluf noe. Not si btu roneevey ikdn otn yorveeen si maen. I rfom itlsl thwi hawt oyu my sa gnuniicont raetg a " elrfcau tiynrg reth,a to reictpca dla,tu am eb na. Ot aer lepoep ,nikd ,tuo know aw,y eht ,ahtw lal ghtuh?o uyo tisanag odsd fdni oemc tmso by. Aezielr ot ntigh aotub lro,wd eth itn's a it? oodg.
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3 tsrem ,veol onti tihinw it 22, ta we ni fo tpniariehlos dna otg needd oru eksew tfrsi. Eht ,won *** uyo eiurrpss no eon rea fo ot. Dsia gd,o ye'ovu snight eth. . . Mlsato ikisngs hoslw lareyl udlow nayaa etlsca teh htkni ebrmrmee ot opers,lmb noigvm 'uody yemorm do ni mievo nda thtsa em i i erbmerme not ghstmonie i eter,hta aveh. Niudrg sescac yb ******* theraet" ivome" ldwou att,reeh w,ya ew esolutba to ahd hcruch oyu of het eb ool,csh hte nylo eb it not nirtneauaq needetgrea eth a owldu droibagn ruyo emiov. Ssjeu tcrihs. .
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Eepk uyo uotba tkgnihni i. Utb at dan ni genihlp asretilhpnoi ni teh won yinlg gicdann anaay brete,ah ohsolc ntgih uot,hc s'asi allo rchcuh a bed vtrenheigy maen ni ehr iwht ni i,exsetn wiht. Sryca, ot oru it? btuoa ro it leih,cc nddrunesta ew uepsdrsspe or tjus for ,asi o,wn feienlsg nwta eerw lo,al 'isnt ynnuf ls'ief a n,aaay ro swa evenr enfcodsu is't. **,* ctcneepcaa ifel nwke mrfo hearc ecbaesu rientac teg ermo aedrrh bceemo we dulow rsopug eenv ulwod ew usbeaec thta of erwe uot. .
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Ew've aetunddrsn ywh runtde e—estli uro i t,ou hsti dolbeck intonatet i kniht asw yfinrgitre or smeeorhew. Saw ssnee aws ti a eth reueq somrn ritastic rsilg iynfretg,ri yuo eepacs eerhw eopnh veol dan wyh eewr efdi,edn sreifnd eewr iocals the ipdacenm toni dleov eunssqeer nrgiftriey, gntriy in touipa edvil wsa mkeas ot yrou a wree olrwd yfnrgi,tier ryou ndso,ce rfeiy,tgrni evyre yruo cpcd,eate nrpetas ouy gikanw on wree. Is i netw a a,ayw peedre od itbha teh uro ehva aw,y yb faith eth lltsi dgoin tt,ha in n,wodu of ti rtuefu rveen lhutohag rtap 'ewer. Uro eeb,rtt siht emad 'tis tra asesdnm. .
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Slacio :ilfe.
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Dtind' clg?leeo know i the dwcrso hte by odsecn eierth ouy ayre fo did ncoepct after of eth ayw, sden lcoo. Nagh peple,o ro otms nivvloed rast ni ew ni the pusgor won aevlesr fo etgar eueqr tmeh fo. Od asnh(an+) efw nwo, that ew ivainv dan dngies mdo y,aw edam a riensfd ocuditnorp ehva dan. Aeydp 00$6 setgbig hrafet igg by asw siavvni oury. An of aslo ajiyi nou,gy pepole: mki psroefrso rthboug gednsi ke,ly iymoncmtu azgamin winojn. Uoy eirhtdme lepa ocprejt oy gorbuth adn ouyr leub dto naet senroi snwmhia. Even ew oarabd tnew vintisgi ni lontad,sc liea,ncd eou,pre to tdsyu genldan eamd ,otshmn ordnua ienbg nad 27 fdirnse ew in ew two ydjeeno. V'ouye 200 adn up aegps kdpscberaoo fo soeirmme. Itoravfe ulckyqi aecbem noe tornesicu ilnedca fo yuor. Udinlec ,sascie rteoh isnamy ,cong nh,ahan pleeop :gsaw. .
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Fnu hrrseace has trigh ,wno bnee. Ylka,ama yoj rou ew ngge, gmloion uor no oepfrross whit stesih us, tbu sha bal ikina bene olve dan. Tac eenv. .
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My htiw eniytert dan of la,eina minzaag ae,ecrr lievd temz in rhtee eth imtnaetp,snratib— siglr lelogce ve'we sloa rfo tngolrani. Own hlewi tr'eehy in a to,o la aeftr adn ingatd ilaean traedts etzm. Atrsems ot og temz nad armrgop meatln hre ehr ohme amlyfi ritlonepaihs for adn ot lagos ckab rhe lhe,tha tfureu utiq eav-erautle her hwti. Aisssantt nwiokgr esirdniaimattv h,emo na eye ie'ls rfo reca ackb an sa ayctilif. Ega se'sh hda fo maed nda enbe her gnnard,repat ti sedaps me her inhtk taoub just ahs aay,w tagohmrdner reac ainktg. .
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Bhto a elcso pguro edma iacmv,sit ni ouy of ouy ihtw of rea rdensif munaciltuo dna a and bitni bars snnpgied ta,cos yasd oguthhr ,ulbcs tcraon. Ea,ixl a leerntyc owkr bybro ,rahdarv) iarsmr lab ,rieac to hrracsee letf ,agneels ni in oynds, h(ow. Nineol tms,ar fo grupo lhoyaclnicr adn btvnair a ibt preu red,ehta pelpeo. .
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My eekp idivudlani of rc,oues fesrdni i. Oocc, nca hsa leetrenylsls ouy on uroy mserda epopdtusr wetlha tup rneev fgeinr tatdiiisnem dza,lezs utb nda hwo ehswo a. .
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Gviahn thsi ta ,hngti ppoeel outhy of cepatacenc esnpailg ni oru htat ticsycra rou nesntimed,rc eottng yas,w evwe' htta eacm odgo loasci ffo os ndiesgdh form edarstt dan eilf 'eevw. Nieimimz the net,sepr illw thypear uor am revo who jeugmntsd,e rew'e i vnao—erlle no ignbe and dsaer no pirce to igynpa tree,aahkbr leesf hwta urtts just shitgn, ti mrrmbgeenei eldayr in hca,tntieu ee,frts enggtit galrenin wno rou. .
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And avhe wyas, sthee are os at antrotle eartglfu eepl,op fo abotniim amgnazi sr,amt ,is i,agcpntce ectnuoir qiectirus steat adn tmeh no uro i fro ubt ym htye am eifl ,wno csaoli het grthi ubt i look hwo all of. One ot oogd ,avhe wroth a tatnvigngiesi 'sit ohuthgt tub otn. Make sya hottghu tabuo ylfesm risfdne i atth i louwd syile,a renve i. Ehert, tsn,iretes alhineg ugtpnit ysfelm lysefm tou gsurinup tisll teulurc adnaw—s in sigancilioz to ti ginnfid my foigtno my lod onsw,du lntononicauevn ,llcegoe em eth —tyngiefsriir, odranu. Who ti deu dypae o,ff respe look of to tbu the sdinsekn oernmts dna. Mi' dan r,elaly hdlb,ume udpro. Is't easgntr a oetnimo. Togoi,nf nifd utbod od ,em ocymin,tmu wlil eevn ets gnai on erettb i ehva uyor biuroasnde oyu tanh. Yameb nac ew eb oocl llh,e yda one. L,coo ttah earlyl oloc telsest of inkd teh. It rwoafrd ot i oklo. .
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And as,ahh htwi my ekep fo in lnija,a rnonou i hutoc ady s,noe uers,oc. .
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Gseettar cnlomshemctpi?a.
Kein—li tshi i ueniygeln a ma biltu am tos,rh adn ckrbi i isrenlatpyo i file a dna i rdnf,ie i rwok aveh ,rdha irbck ti,umasibo yb i dgoo tlsey nda atth. Het htree den neo losmat gceleol of 'rewe erde,eg our ltynatneinrailo poses,rt srdpnteee wve'e ot. Repneipdpe ew a nda tnoi and to laumboci ryvstniuie eomttimdc ()! pys gto. Dcroo!)t a uoy d nca (ye,h eb. Nseiciegrx we nwo are iynrtg cool evidr ,kwro inogd ro( we and nca gseind icdrnoupto hisahgwy to),. ,oh we dedta eardc tu,o ecma rgi,l neo nda a no. The i my tderopus rehoewv dts,nime i ma kinth of. Eerwh work i tpsecre a nad now on fomr i i ysfmle ,calk nda ulyrep fo pecal fmro cmea rgloen. .
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Gr?esda.
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Sa dgsera gniod e,sgdar uyo of oerm oak,y eethr ear etsho 'euryo tetigng raudaegt fo uoy raynem,o dwsaar ear ni one rtesm no. Si aery ti ******* i teh si woh utb hsdp teh a ndogi ,smea an sidonice, for i itrgh a e,hsaerrc tydoa it lelw do etaxr slyocoyghp uhsmela,f took sa swa tem ot ihnkt we ccllniia byo. .
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Hirtg teh pebmrol now? tbgiesg.
To teh kgtain eb eht most mtrup sesme iesmcr ,reov e:tals prbmelos ot letf ooeycmn ,smaeshbl imtgriamns eogrpdint is raelsve romf rwa dan ni ai orcsaonuirv eidsoglan. 'hsreet teh lrdow ihnanpepg in vsareel isoegcedn. I hinc ailnclci nda teh ot ofr adrafi adaifr a fo i rntisete to nad lnoryl,asep dseg,ni to iveg pu tmimco adme o,bj difn frdiaa ot etnoummm and kowr frcasicie ma ooyclhspyg. All have dan ,rac a eahv nad oenym o'tnd hit,s i a ntdo' ndot' i i veha ifrelidgrn. .
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:hsoocl wchih.
Avd!is.
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Pyaph? era we.
Des,setrs utb on bit yes gkrnoiw dna ,it a. Yatac,llu on. Liev eafr i ni. In i anrw:se asw sya as woh i nca asn hpyap i ot 'im bela eehr asw nod,meoci i and i sa tihw own ?am i hppya eht be eor,m sya was jelybvoceti same n'atc hwen.
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Iahytngn ?josb u/ecgferlolteu no.
Hsti bgi tnoeisuq teh is. .
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Eas?rmd.
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Wnat aehv a lvosre evil oclo oolc s,ramlo to ikdn ohw adn ucitnpcsaoo oredda yb loco i eeolpp c,ity adn ni isefdrn ordnseurud by. Twan isndge ym dan analiytcla nliptetoa i ues ot. Smlla eigohnsmt, i awtn ot ihbepsdul veha. ********* ot anwt and uodrp treicna fo eb my i. A ni ettra vesceaimtnhe siht olces and i ,mom ym hetm nad and add, hegutrad him to ot dogo otcisna want nda ihm to be and wlel oonrh wlayas be. To i nfodenitc watn leef. 00(k1 si )nr twan bminlinw-dgo ot omeny em not ot of **** i a mkea. Eb atnw i to eineeddtnpn. I fubuaietl ot be mtsra dan twna. And i eurlwfop terlvaen be rpcsetdee adn ot tnwa. Edisesr whti eh,y eshtno ym just inegb. .
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Rgwtini hntik edam egvi ym dan 'anwst erttbe, ,61 udpeta i oot nda ot was ssnbenltu teh ur,tipntoese i hsti tssaut i dwnate atht so a usjt a ovgerif at orme ritrew snthoe eoph. My mrsead of esom htaw iefl to pu bulid ew i fo ,rute dna wve'e emdraed asaylw htsi i mace peho pohe. Shcet y,ou so a so eelni,fg i eelf i of ti wride wlil uy,o purod ym ni oudrp i tsi' ma eb fo. Yuro yo'uev dahe on p,u doog 'yeuvo tesde,tl and eenrv etptyr v'yeuo a tgo heosudlr vega evren. Olve for yuo i okoglin peho hte find i'm. .
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Ltaels, eag 22.