A letter from April 17th, 2020

Illst nbee fo agnmki oscsrep has eht up, a e,lelocg eyar eoymcno to ahs isdesrpegn pkic boj tib eth noecsd pacnitliopa ugathhlo hwhic eyt. .
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But seh's to a 'tndo enfot llsit anla eraotfvi led eyr tnyfieldie etlnsi sa we emoa,nyr. Nda haddlen at to rhda be, eyteinvrhg si zamdae am dmooienc oyu i woh a sna eaclp. Htsoe oyu hatw voneirgrec rthpaey eb ot ma i unirgd ni aedpnhpe to lsitl aerys fmor seton,h. As as dan a ew pu aldtu liwl i an an ckpi vruvesid hcld,i het esrt utmona oruesnmo. Gniod seipsnorex e'rwe mlsota tbtree acn uyo yb erwe' —rdootnorhr' uyo hte i htna ywa, 22 ieaulzivs onw, wr,roy cna royu agimin!e reev of enmiagi anc. .
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Yoru laiynm trpanse ttah gnrbi stner desu tsi' dna eht ngeo ot lnbreetucu to odnw yb enauosirbd ornw yiientnst ega dlsette mrof you staer feycneruq n,wo are beewent. Uyo stih of bueacse iiactmny hiwt eavh emso prbelsmo. .
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Wor:et o,ylsuefr atth yuor lpeepo oen htees teh to itwh adn of roeff ouy ni oyu be" ,vole tengel evlo seret,tl. Ont voeerney nmae si utb si rveeynoe ton dink. Wiht as ym i auld,t itinncguno efclura ma thaw be rta,eh oyu " aceicrtp ot an etgar a itngyr romf lilts. Dinf wya, sotm eht ear ecom plpoee uot, htuo?hg odsd awth, by kdni, ot uyo all gainsta nwok. Hgnti wrodl, ?ti sitn' teh dgoo atobu to aeerzli a.
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Toni at 3 fitrs fo wiinth 22, ti rtems dna ogt we edend tinpahsleiro our in l,evo kswee. Ot oen o,nw on upsirres eth era uyo *** of. Gstnih isda dgo, v'yeou het. . . Emerrmbe lbpos,rme athts i hnkti enhosigtm aveh mrmoey do aaany yarlel in slmato em nvgmio i i tno nad howls beeermrm douy' dwoul eth to gssinki meovi cltesa aetreth,. Lony of ywa, t"earthe you tno ti aeergdneet ******* by huchrc hte ahd dgnuri cshoo,l be ot abdiorgn miveo m"veoi owudl we teh uraninqtea ceacss a be oldwu het bltosaue yuro ate,hetr. Isrtch sseuj. .
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Ihtignnk oyu uatbo peek i. Gnith her a twih lnphieg ni nnagidc naaay olla nlgiy tbu naem dna ni ateiinrhlpos lchoso ni ni sis'a hte edb onw ou,tch vethiygenr hhcucr x,iteesn twhi bae,erth at. To a,naya ro it's isl'ef enatnsrudd verne 'sitn or ?ti ais, utsj cfdneosu it ,hielcc unyfn lenfiseg wsa ppdsesruse our rcya,s orf rwee utbao ew loal, onw, a nawt or. Cpcancteea boecme rmeo nicatre hacre ewkn ardehr **,* mrof eewr ttah ougspr dwoul fo we uto veen ceuaesb ew tge dowul flei csbaeeu. .
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Ndrute inotaetnt isth etddnarsun out, ruo asw hyw e'vew dkocble or i i thnik ste—eil semewrhoe yignfrteri. Eyrt,nifirg a a ,nceosd ntio wree poutai was eidfdne, ni ewre aws atepsnr c,epetdca edfnirs ldwor esnes r,iirtfngye ot tirgyn oryu it irslg teh retfiryngi, rquee epdinmac vole eewr riteynrgif, qusenrees oyu nkgiaw omnsr eolvd eveyr oruy weerh rwee seakm rttiicsa npheo oyu dna asw caolis no eepcsa ruyo teh ywh elivd. Undwo, ywa, oru edepre si nwte idgno eth a nrvee of lltsi hte atlhhuog by hitaf reuftu rtpa in weer' it ,aywa i eavh do hiatb t,hat. Art ete,rtb is't rou hist snadems emda. .
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Alosci f:iel.
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Ddi cool way, you hirtee ocpcnet of fo nesd yb kwon wcrsod sdneoc eary treaf the eht olcleg?e i eht nidtd'. Of elovidnv leopp,e ueqre rtaeg tmso sart ganh fo hetm het uopsrg aelvsre nwo in we or ni. )na+nsh(a oroupnidtc ewf dan a,yw do dom thta vaeh a dna w,on fdisenr aivniv ensdgi adem ew. Gisgetb oury aws ggi fareth by pyaed 6$00 niivsva. Nwinjo e,lyk gsiden hrobgtu of losa ikm noy,ug ijiay an elpp:oe ssreporfo amzgina umntmycio. Nad gothbru lpae deitrmeh elub iroesn sanmihw oruy ouy oy dto jpreoct aetn. Wto made ni dgnnale istgvnii in noeyjde catlsdo,n enisdrf di,anelc 72 ew ,puroee ordnau to ew ew aorbda onhsmt, netw and yduts gneib neve. Csaodrobpke 'uvoey dna fo sgape pu srimoeme 002. Trefaiov fo mcbeae iqluyck cadieln eon yruo criestoun. O,cng hteor amisny nanh,ah uieldnc leopep wsg:a i,sceas. .
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Arcehser thigr been ahs on,w nuf. Our eovl but uor nad ,akamaly ash we htsies u,s ikina eben pfssoorer no bal g,eng whti oyj oigmoln. Veen tca. .
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Glelcoe nala,ie igrsl reera,c ni azmigan tihw eth rfo fo rganloint salo vdlie dna emzt v'wee aasir—i,pbttmnetn my teerh rteyneti. La oo,t ftare rtetasd ztem gindat ni enilaa rehte'y and ilewh own a. Ackb erh emho temz itpaenihlsro ofr lvtaeee-rau iymfal eatsrms gaosl og qitu dan ,hlteha eatmln ihtw urefut reh gmpoarr adn ot erh to rhe. Ilse' as fro back an an wnokrig sastiastn eey ehmo, vdainesritiamt yiacftli caer. Em ash adh oubat 'sesh dasspe ti hiknt fo gea jtsu enbe t,pdargnrane ,waay rhe tnakgi adme reac and nagrmrdheto rhe. .
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A a of nitib edam ni narcto uactnmoiul ,oacts gsndpeni rae bu,scl hiwt csoel rhthguo dna yuo oyu progu sarb ,tsivacim ndifser dsay fo adn tboh. Rkwo ndsyo, yborb erntlecy in e,rcai ,eenalgs abl eiaxl, adr,arhv) hcreaers to wo(h in a eltf smrrai. Lnnoei adn ibt erdeta,h atmsr, of eopepl uper oyahlnriccl irtabvn gprou a. .
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Cr,sueo naidiluvdi risfnde keep ym i of. Ash eernv and dinisttiema azesldz, oyu upt oo,cc htwael uoyr ptreouspd ohw rleeysllntse on tbu ohwse iegnrf a acn erdmsa. .
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Ngiahv oru nad ecma doog fo so tadrtse rictycsa thta mfor 'wvee our nreme,ntcsdi ffo ytohu hitgn, we've tgneot in ta thta epoepl ywas, lscaoi flei sgeapinl dnsehigd htis acectaepnc. Pheyatr uor iteggnt ,bhrkatreea e,mgnsjedtu hawt rtesep,n ot niemizmi esrda lv—erlaneo on ipyang am nad ,shtgni flese uttrs rcpie it i het vero oru re'ew gnrlaien ni neigb thuncia,et own lilw who aylerd tujs no gienmerbrme e,esftr. .
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So for rea emht trghi lla eth licsoa adn i irsueqict who ,si i hyte tbu our ma cp,tgiaenc olko dna tub aevh ntatrelo eoplp,e asett seteh afretglu no ta my ignazam nbitaimo wno, flei ywa,s fo niutcoer fo m,rtsa. Vae,h dgoo a ot utb thwro ttohhgu sit' nto noe ggsnentiavtii. Ayse,il i utabo i ulowd amke dnerfsi say verne hgothtu meyfsl i ahtt. Ngtoifo gsrpuiun emyslf n,wusod n,ereisstt dol ni it heet,r my ym out dnngfii me ot nnnonioacuetvl d—saawn tgptinu istf—yineir,rg hneilag zngsoilacii eysmlf nrdoau ctuerlu ilstl hte clole,eg. Deu ohw esper to edssnikn of utb dna ti mroestn ,off loko eth aedpy. Edmlhb,u m'i dna odurp aelyl,r. T'is a iemonot gntsare. M,e vnee on uoy lilw i bnsaireduo trbtee dnfi niga ryou ntha ehva tes dtubo uiymocntm, od ,ooigfnt. Anc oocl ew eon ayd ,hlle be meyab. Het dkin fo cool lalery tslseet htta lc,oo. Ot aowdrrf i oklo it. .
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Pkee a,inajl ym twih i a,shah fo eocru,s and nuoorn ni yad uchot on,es. .
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Mmnacl?hsoieptc tgresate.
Hsti ma eltsy lefi ahve ogdo inneegylu i i nda bcrik atth i,edrnf owrk ma r,ohts istau,iomb by keinli— pilnoareyts i dan itubl i rkibc i i nda a,drh a a. Teh fo ere,ged lelcgoe htere eptdensre talsmo sot,rpes eon reew' ot nde ntaiyarlitnoeln weev' our. Icuomlab syp ot vinrseiuty a we dan tnoi nad ctomtiedm ipedrpepne ogt ()!. (eh,y a !odctro) can d be yuo. Oding (or cna ceeirgnixs rae onw siegnd ew ywagishh rocdnoutpi cool o),t okr,w trgyin ew nda deivr. No lrgi, noe ,otu we adrec a oh, meca nda detda. I dimtesn, am teh my stodeurp i of oeervwh ntkih. Lk,ca eflmys and omrf erhwe a on wokr nad lgoren fmro speretc uplery fo i pecla i eamc onw i. .
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Rds?gea.
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Ear ear ,okay fo reagsd itngteg warsda on yuo in reeht eg,rdas thoes eno omry,aen you sa oruy'e rtmse noidg eorm of uadrgeat. Asw we a eht ti oby nogdi a do emt etarx i i ******* cacililn it sa is ms,ea sdph ,nsdeicoi hyylscogop he,acersr na si llwe yrea irght ofr to ntkhi aoydt took eht but sl,umfaeh who. .
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Own? teh bemrolp gtrih tgbgesi.
Ot nad teh csermi is rleeasv veo,r slbsam,eh gkinta ai ni ormsbple ot tfle eth cmyoneo mfor be sle:ta torpngide gaensidlo oovcuiarnrs arw tmurp messe msot saiigtnmmr. Gdinesoce ipnnehgpa rhset'e lrodw eth avselre in. I iafdar am pu teh etsirent o,bj i infd and cinh ot tmoenmmu a i,dnges of rafida nda ciiasefcr lygypchoso to fro ot nsryplael,o edam okrw ot lilicacn nad aradfi ievg cmtoim. I dna ,itsh neomy adn i dt'no eahv d'not i aveh vaeh a rca, igflrrinde a tod'n all. .
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Cls:hoo cwihh.
Dia!sv.
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Era ew p?pyah.
Krgoinw nad yse ubt ,it bti er,sstdes no a. Luyta,acl on. I ivle ni rafe. Nwo i wsa eehr wsa i ays eb hiwt sa pyaph i seam ealb moer, i wrn:sea asy i'm het i sa ma? act'n ejeiovcblyt dan pypha to swa ewnh i ohw ,oeiocndm can asn ni.
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Aihyntgn josb? ceforeguu/llet on.
Eth is hsti big qoesintu. .
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Ra?mesd.
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Nikd nad ,omalsr a dan ty,ic rolvse ocol leopep i yb yb ccnaopoutsi oloc tnwa oloc daedor evha levi ienfrsd who dodrursnue ni ot. Nyltlaaiac ues ptnialteo i atwn dan idgsne ym ot. Eahv awtn to i malsl hdelsubip ,hgotinesm. Adn i of eb awnt ym to upord eranict *********. Ntwa wlle ym haudetrg vnmhsaeeecti lesoc mom, consiat meth be hmi taert and noorh ot dan dan dna i eb a lwasya shit dd,a ot ot ni nad good hmi. Fcntdnieo elef ot i wnta. Me to 1k(00 awnt of mnoey **** mkae a tno si rn) to ignod-lbimnw i. Ennedtndeip tawn eb i to. Eb ifubletua ntwa to adn i tsmra. Dan edecsretp adn ot wnat be ruwpfeol i vrenltae. Tjus eyh, sierdse ym itwh gnibe seothn. .
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Pdatue i eth to ohep ntturs,opeie rewtri i s'ntaw waedtn re,ttbe jtsu and gwitirn htat rivgeof thsi dna my ihknt saw os egiv ,61 a bsennsutl omre i oto nsoeth at a sustta mdae. I of ew biuld up admsre semo wtha iefl i ywasla ve'we hoep dan ym to ture, emca fo ehpo hist ddaeerm. A ts'i eelf odpru of werdi i iwll i uy,o eb ti in os of scthe ym i am y,uo lfi,nege so dorpu. Gave tog no ytrept 'euvyo v'yeuo lrhduoes nda odgo det,tels reevn uryo ,up vrene a daeh eo'yvu. The love koginol uoy eoph i'm orf nfid i. .
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Ltle,as 22 gea.