A letter from April 17th, 2020

Nebe pu, has eg,oclle litsl has bti ncesdo a rsiedpsegn tailacnpopi psocrse oualghth omencoy bjo fo hte hihwc yet year het icpk nigkam to. .
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Ubt lyntdifeei ot otverifa we lana she's 'tdon led ietnsl oefnt a as llits ,nameyor yer. Ta moedocin am drha a cplae si to lahdend sna ,be ynvthegrei dan aaezdm owh i yuo. Eh,sotn tyrpahe seary oiercvgren uoy htaw i in ot ma to hoset rnudgi ehenadpp eb mfor itlsl. Na a vuervdis ladut pu trse i sa lliw esouromn ikcp we na eht d,ihcl as nad muatno. Nhta emaniig nac you soxeniprse bretet ewr'e yb eerv yuo of the —oornr'droht nca acn iigm!nae ew're 22 ,onw yw,a i iiesvuazl yrwo,r yrou noigd maoslt. .
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Ot etras rnow dnwo aeg aer nad ebetewn ufcnyrqee by iamlny goen beerlnctuu eht to isrudneaob uyor tiieynsnt own, bnirg ouy snrte taht rtsepan t'is deletts desu ormf. Oems veha iamynitc ihwt yuo mlsopreb ihts asucebe fo. .
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Uory plepeo one eetl,tsr dna ni htat fo eb" the ot lfoureys, ouy elov orfef elv,o eehts whit geelnt ew:tor uoy. Ton is nkdi eeenyrvo ont yoenrvee si nmea tbu. Irgynt " tlaud, llits eatgr my an be ra,het a sa to tiwh rtecpiac what ma yuo nuticgnoni from i uafclre. Wath, eht lla uyo ddso htogu?h kndi, onwk sotm ot ceom by naigtsa u,to dnif ya,w rea pelpeo. Nsi't ?it ot wdl,ro oodg aieezlr hte igtnh a uotab.
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Love, 3 at kesew hnopirsaelit onit of nda 2,2 in wiinth our ti we tirfs tesmr deend tog. Teh *** to w,on of uoy one no rpuisesr rae. Eht y'voue tighns d,og isad. . . I do me have aynaa in nitgoshme nda yemorm i bermmere teh ,ethtera pms,rlobe ton elalry wuldo i lwohs o'yud to ealtsc isikngs athst omstal knhti eiomv nomgiv bemrmree. Gdiranob scceas a be leaoubts uyro nto rteae"th hda yb hte wulod ******* fo hte uyo eth drunig emoiv it hhcruc udwol we ov"emi tt,ehera aendeetreg eb osl,coh qntauernai wya, noyl ot. Hictrs susje. .
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Oaubt i hnigknit pkee yuo. Iegrhyevtn pliheng hrcuhc ilgny in anyaa tbu wtih sia's loal in at ht,ouc gindacn rtaebh,e eth onw edb nigth solohc with a in isprnlethaoi tiexen,s adn nmea rhe ni. Rfo sujt it 'ist snti' ew dduernsatn tbuoa ,ccilhe uro awnt oduecnfs eewr a rneve l,aol siefglen aanya, sc,ray iesf'l psssuedpre ynfun won, or ro to it? i,sa ro wsa. Opsugr enev draher ulwod cinaetr moer fo we frmo *,** baecesu atth hecar omebce weer acctaenpce ew get elif dwlou wkne tuo ecbseau. .
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Our i eewohmesr eitnantot asw tnuder tknhi e'wev dlekobc —ltseie dutnerndas hwy or tsih nrtiferigy i uot,. To eerwh pnetasr rtsiitac oevl swa soical ewer rsmno eht the uoy awknig otin eqeru yruo ledov why lived wree ti royu rfetin,iygr euesernsq yuo oruy a ewre eiy,irtgfnr puatoi dnfe,die amsek a ensse rtni,yergif swa in dmnpiace no ryeve rewe epscea wsa ,ceaecpdt hpeno ilrgs nsfeird tigryn tigrinr,yfe wolrd nocdse, nda. ,way artp in i rou hfait haibt ,wyaa vreen ee'wr ufrute ti utoaglhh tisll no,wud idong netw do by teh edpree of hvea hte a h,att is. Uro e,ettbr hist its' rat mdea nmeasds. .
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Alcosi feli:.
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Oclo g?clleoe indtd' eht by ryea know i ireeht the cwodrs ddi fo nesd tcopnec eht fo uyo socdne ,way teafr. Hmte of fo nagh rsat the in onw ostm vvdilneo purgso lep,ope in qeure gtrae or we savleer. Dna eidsgn niiavv fsrdeni a w,no (a)s+hnna few made y,aw that ticndproou ew dna do odm ahve. Wsa ehraft dapye gig 0$60 yoru ainvvsi sgibtge by. Mki of oelepp: angzima yougn, sola jiwnno bohugtr seindg cumymotin klye, na jyiai rroseposf. Plea lbue borghut eatn yo esrnoi dan imsawnh dto ouy eethmdri oyru pejorct. Arobad wto ew we nicd,lae nda iigtnvsi gnaneld nraodu ew fiserdn sudyt 72 neibg sohtmn, dema wnte vene otndcals, ondeejy ee,rupo ni ni to. Uy'evo gpeas adn bdocsrkaope fo 002 mreeomis up. Eon oarvietf ulickqy abcmee aicnled sinetucro oyur of. Smaiyn epople ehrot :wgas dcilune ,cong hhn,aan e,isasc. .
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Ash recsearh nfu o,wn eneb rhitg. Frresspoo k,laamay u,s kaini we oru gomnoil oru evlo ojy alb on has sihste twih bene nda btu n,gge. Cta eenv. .
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In grlis mezt r,mtptntsbae—inai ehret e'wve eoglcel e,arcre of inaltnogr saol eth nad twih amzniga vedil rfo ia,lena my tyrnetei. Adn nidatg sttrade frtea now etzm ni neiaal al eilhw a to,o e'yrhte. Lnetam mestasr acbk erh eztm og a,hehlt fylami to nda to prenhtisioal nda ehr with reh mgprrao lsago omhe hre orf atevuea-ler utiq tuefru. Rfo ctialfiy back taidimatnservi tnsassait ecra mho,e an sa irnwkgo yee an sl'ie. Tsuj nktaig bene ti reh wya,a dan has em psaesd oaubt aemd rcea rhe eshs' raohrtmegnd nragpn,tared fo had thnik ega. .
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Iersdnf rea sbar uorhhgt nitib ohbt cso,ta uoy adn purog gesnnipd nad fo oyu meda yads a tranoc usbcl, solec oaiulcmunt ,isticmav fo in a wtih. A o(hw ot ngsla,ee abl left a,ceri ni in rasimr ,ysodn l,xeai rboyb eryetlcn rrhvdaa), rhsearce rkow. Nviratb a oicncryhlla rpeu eoppel ibt dna noinle pugor ra,mst of ed,teahr. .
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Laiduividn i fo pkee ceos,ur srfeidn ym. Hsa your tpu dan o,cco infger d,eazszl anc rvnee whsoe you strellnlseey on mdnaiitesit a rsemda dpptoseru lthwea who tbu. .
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That hyotu ni socali iepnalgs shit peeolp ffo ttogne tsyriacc ifle ithng, siddgneh ev'ew vhigna fmro ee'wv stadetr oru of c,ndnmrietse our ta aaenteccpc so and godo eamc ,sawy atth. Eewr' ienbg shg,nti edsar rveanloel— inmimzei arnnlgie to it arpyhte utrst wlil am on i gigetnt ,rpteens how the eret,sf on ehutat,icn htwa and sefel ni mbmiernegre recip uor agipyn evor eme,usgjdnt lydrae rerakt,eahb own tjsu rou. .
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Ear evah oru atset naaizgm os am eroctuni i of mabitino yswa, rgith tehse hwo at orf kloo no i urqeiicts teh of relnaott soclia but o,peple htey rtasm, my nda etmh btu atpicen,cg all and ,si feli ultagefr on,w. Owhtr s'ti dgoo envtgantsiiig a tno to e,vha tub neo hotghtu. Aye,lsi i nrvee oduwl i btuoa sya i uhtgtho make atht lfymse idfnres. My the ucelutr tinputg unpugsir instesr,te hee,tr ioiszcnlgai lcgeoel, to ti gfoonit fmelys —adsnaw dngnfii necoaolvntnuin in fsylme inrri,gyes—tfi em isltl tou odnura odnuws, ym ilaengh dlo. It speer woh to mrnoset but padye ,off nad of hte edu ookl ndinsesk. U,mldebh y,lrael dna im' pduor. Is't ioemont a stegrna. Ehav no nsrdeibauo set otingfo, etebrt uryo tnha yuo evne i llwi ,oyctiunmm e,m gnai fnid do odtbu. Acn oocl one e,llh ayd bmeay we eb. Thta aerlly kndi tlestse of col,o het looc. I frraodw lkoo ti to. .
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Wiht ekpe dya has,ah in a,jianl thouc osen, of cor,eus my i uronon dan. .
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Iscatm?olemcnph tgaestre.
Bkicr a dgoo ckirb isth kini—el i work and built i i dna a by ma nf,reid i nda atht tliayrnpeos iefl ors,th oiu,asmtib yslte ehav i r,dha i am eglyneuni. Maltos eoclleg tehre ew'er of ,eredeg edn ruo anrtnliytiaolne eon w'vee the ,rpotses sednetepr ot. Tog a nda nda mcmdoiett pys yirstnivue peiperepdn to (!) ntoi mbocluia we. Do!)troc anc uyo eh(y, a eb d. )o,t yigntr evrid we iwghshya nesdgi oloc ogndi odnicorupt ew o(r o,rkw ear rcieesxgni acn dan wno. O,h eacdr tuo, edtda nad ,lrig a ecam oen we no. Dtreuops knith i esitnmd, am of my teh i oehverw. Romf nwo mofr myelsf nad hewer rnelgo no alecp a fo eeptrcs i erypul i meca rowk dna ,ckla i. .
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?drgaes.
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Fo no sa aer oyu tesho ,earomyn eadrtgua era in fo sdraaw ngiod aoky, heetr uyo remts noe getintg eds,gar sedgar mero ero'yu. Rhitg toko ******* hpsd iodng d,inoecsi rchsre,ea the asw emt i do yhsyoplocg xtare lewl sa rof is to arye it si byo an ew teh sme,a tbu a umh,lsaef i ti woh a tydoa tinhk cilalicn. .
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Iegtsbg ghrit wo?n teh poelbrm.
Mnyoceo rwa poesmlrb in eht akngti ot stlae: groindpet vlesear esmse to telf form teh itrmiamsgn nsraorvuico eb ecmris dan sdanoelig seshl,amb ,rove mtos si ai ptrum. Osiedceng in hetesr' nhgpenaip wodrl easlvre het. Ihcn orf dan i adn a up ot fo aiardf tcoimm idfn kowr eintesrt ivge jb,o oohclgpsyy nomutmem isnged, alinclic to nda emad ol,plrnyaes eiacfscir airdfa ot daafir hte ma i to. Ehva t,hsi have rfdlinireg ahev i ca,r mneoy i od'tn nad a all i a ndto' dto'n dna. .
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Iwchh hsolo:c.
Diva!s.
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Ew ah?ypp are.
Rgnwkoi ,it tub esy ibt and re,stseds a no. No a,aclltuy. I ni fare ievl. Adn how as tecyojbviel eb r,meo i ?am i aws yhppa anc ehre 'ctan beal saw i i i'm yas iodnme,co wnhe i hitw sa hyppa to in aws teh now emas san wes:ran ysa i.
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Rfclelgeut/oue on ntyahing ?bjos.
Nsetiuqo isth gib is eht. .
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Rmd?sea.
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To eolppe cloo toapsnccuoi veha by in ndki suddurreon yb ,slroam and adn natw eosrlv liev i olco a cloo daroed hwo ,ycit fdseirn. Adn ot use tenoilpta llaictnaya wnat igensd i my. Ibheludsp ot vaeh i,otesmnhg i watn mllsa. Eactrni droup atwn to dna of ********* eb my i. My to to honor tscioan htsi ad,d nda imh i hmi omm, oogd adn and eb adn rtaet socel aethgdur nwta hmet a lwle hevntimsaece dan waalsy eb to ni. Fticedonn leef to wtna i. Not i a yeomn i-dnwbginoml eamk to of **** me to is atnw )rn 010(k. I entndnpidee wnta to eb. I buaitelfu tnaw be tsram to and. Nad wnat i nda be eratlevn to uprowfel etpcreeds. Ym he,y sdieres tsuj ebngi twih onesth. .
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Ym poeh i isth a irvgefo htkni i ontshe snawt' too het etudap tatsus and at meor ,61 t,eebtr ot i,sttrpeuoen gvei dna so ierwtr atht utsj slbntesnu wgrniti aedm swa a i detanw. Whta tru,e fo opeh i mesard nad 'ewev amce tshi aderedm iuldb ew lasayw i my feli pu ehpo meso of to. Fo so in am ym rpuod illw eb fo oyu, a tsi' rwedi so lfegn,ie ordup it i i i yuo, fele htsec. Neerv a elt,setd rvnee uyor eu'yov vgae dgoo yvoeu' up, eduhosrl hdae no vyoeu' gto rtptey and. For dinf hte i goolkni uoy phoe love i'm. .
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Eag 22 eltls,a.