A letter from April 15th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Hey, 22 me! If you forgot who I am, hi I'm you! I have medium length wavy brown hair and I'm still one of the shortest in my grade. I'm assuming you're still short. I love you. I'm doing everything for you. I am improving myself for you. I am working on myself for you. You're in university now right? if you're not, that's cool. Maybe you're studying medicine, or physiotherapy or even molecular biology,,,either way, that's cool. You do what you want. I bet you've had s e x by now uhh, I hope it is good. I had my first kissed in February and I bet you remember the boy. It's funny, how all this heartbreak and healing that I just went through will be so irrelevant in 2026. By the way, you also probably remember but its currently lockdown because of the global pandemic caused by the coronavirus. We're very privileged because I am thriving. I am becoming the person I've always wanted to be. I am working out, eating well, journaling and getting in a good routine. I still hope that you do that because health is very important. Maybe you're a yoga teacher, I'd like that. About that boy, if you've lost contact, say hi tell him I sent this email. I wonder if he is still good-looking but let's be honest, he's probably even hotter lmao. I am learning to love myself, like, FULLY LOVE MYSELF. Like, I have so much love and respect. We can thank that boy, the emotional trauma he gave me has made me a new person, for the better. I hope you still practice the law of attraction and manifestation. I hope you're a spiritual person. Love yourself and the universe because your body and the universe loves you so much. I bet you're hot as ****. Like, hot as ****. Looks peak in your 20s so, I mean, if I'm already pretty rn, I bet you're so ******* pretty. AND YOUR BODY OH MY GOD. YOU'RE SO HOT I AM ENVISIONING IT RIGHT NOW. You've probably got so many ******* on your ****. Also, if you have a boyfriend, tell him I say hi. He better be treating you right. He better be loving you right. But, I know he is because I know we wouldn't just settle for ANY boy yunno? We've got our standards. We don't drop our bar AT ALL. I am currently listening to Shimmy by Amine, and wow vibes. Ew. Wow okay. Moving on. I don't really know what else to say. I hope this was a surprise. and remember Ang, when life is hard, love yourself even harder. Self-love is the answer to all. You can heal from anything. You have so much power. The universe is in you. You are the universe. Remember that. Be confident and be yourself. I will do everything I can to make sure that you are the best person you can be. I have you in my mind all the time. I love you endlessly. Fully. Eternally. MWAH. LOVE YOUR LOVE, XOXO PAST SELF <3