A letter from April 15th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Right today on 15 April 2020, in the middle of Covid 19 Pandemic im still struggling moving on from Rica:) idk why this is so hard for me to lose her. She is the best of girl i ve ever met so far. Like she had everything but she still living her life humble. She is kynd. She loves people, and loved me with all her heart since we first had our relationship back to 22 July 2018. We broke up at 25 October 2019 because of some issue that always been there with me. Jealousy. Not mature. But i still try to fix myself wonder that she would come back with me even tough she had said no. I wish all the best for our future and if she is mine, so be it:) Idk whats waiting in the future. I hope it ll be good for us both. and also im still trying to be a great tour leader! I want to travel the world with my family. I want to take them on a trip they'll never forget. I hope that when i read this message i've went to England! or France would also be great!! Would like to spend my life happily with my future kids and make my parents proud eventually. So i hope everything i do from now on until next time would make myself and people around me happy. Til' we meet again future me🤟