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Dear FutureMe, You just got the email i sent you a year ago today, (october 7th) and it made you tear up a little bit. When your'e getting this its your 21st birthday! I hope you party it up tonight and get black out drunk, because as of right now that hasnt happened yet. Youre rooming with Amanda, Tom, and Britt in this really awesome townhouse. You suspect that Amanda and Britt know everything Tom and you do in your spare time and it scares you because you dont want to get caught but at the same time you think Amanda should fuck off. Britts chill though, im pretty sure she doesnt care so you dont have to worry too much. Your'e still thinking about Shane and how he totally lead you on and didnt own up to it. That night at his party, he made you feel so good about yourself and youre just really glad now that you guys didnt have sex. You kept saying to yourself how lucky you were to have someone like him. Turns out he didnt mean it. He said hed "give us a shot." Why does he have to try me out first? I'm not an article of clothing. Anyway, your'e still talking to him, but not out of class and your'e thinking of inviting him to your birthday, maybe. Tom and you have been getting on so well, he loves you, you should know this by now and stop questioning it. hes not going anywhere. i promise. You both had sex for the first time the week you got back and youre glad you waited so long. Waited for someone who cares about you as much as he does. VA has been a nice addition. Shes an awesome chick, albeit a bit unorthodox, but you love her just the same. You used to be jealous of her just because she is so close to Tom. Other than the interations youv'e been having there isnt really much going on. You went home friday and its sunday now, youre going back home tuesday i think. im not entirely sure yet. Also Nick is coming down for your birthday! Youre really excited. You saw Kat last night, she came over and you guys hung out. Youre really glad that shes youre best friend. I love you and like i said last time, when things seems shit, remember all of this love that surrounds you, your roommates your friends. Theyre all there for you