A letter from April 11th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, hey 20 year old self. you probably forgot about this (that is if you ever get it). I hope you are happy in life. I hope you’ve grown out of how insecure you are. I hope you know you’re beautiful. please remember what it felt like to be 15. the long night in quarantine (lol), car rides, music festivals, trips, and everything else. please remember your dreams. even if they’ve changed remember they are yours to accomplish. if you are unhappy take this as a sign to change what needs to be changed. if you’re in college go big learn all you can and be all you can. if not live, live like no one ever has like no one ever will. don’t ever feel like you can’t. I hope you got out of this town. I’m starting to realize it’s not as bad as I’ve always thought but you can do more either way. home is home but the world is yours to take. know that you are beautiful. know that you are loved by your past self even though I don’t even know you. if you feel like giving up just remember you’ve felt that way a thousand times before now is no different. also if Netflix is still poppin you should re watch tiger king ***** crazy and the marvel movies because you love them. if you don’t talk to the people you used to even If you fell off badly reach out and say thank you. because right now they are my people. I hope our inner demons are quiet. I hope you finally dress how you want to. if you don’t please do. since you’re getting this on your birthday light up a blunt in celebration. I love you always and forever - you