A letter from April 8th, 2020

Dear Future Me, Hello! Um, it’s 7:55 PM, Wednesday of April 8 2020. Right now, there’s this huge outbreak of corona virus, it led us to this also huge quarantine. Philippines in specific is most in danger. The president is being stupid, you can just look that up. To more persona notes, how’ve you been? got a girlfriend/boyfriend? do you love them? I sure wish you do. Say, do you remember Andrei Bello from 7th grade? yeah, your first love. What’s up with him? you still talk to him or what? you still miss him? maybe you’re even back with him. I’m 13 years old but I did love him. Well, WE did love him. I don’t necessarily understand why we loved him, but I don’t think that I have to understand in the first place. Weird, I had this dream about him too. let me attach the most significant details i’ve found out about it. * dream: the ex saying sorry is apologizing for his mistakes. the ex saying goodbye is when you’re finally able to let go. dreaming of an ex also could mean that you have found someone who makes you feel like what you felt in the relationship. * jogging: to dream of going for a jog represents a situation in waking life where you are trying to do something that is in your best interest as quickly as possible. getting something important done or quickly tying up loose ends. * crossroads: to dream that you are at a crossroads symbolize an important decision that you need to make. contemplating a waking life choice. * crows: crows in dreams often symbolize fears, negative emotions, illness, health issues, stress, anxiety, etc. they are often an announcement of difficulties and challenges you could soon encounter which could be the cause of great grief or sadness. so, yeah. I love you, keep staying kind okay? please. Yours truly, Past Yumi.