A letter from April 4th, 2020

Dear Future Lilou, I hope you’re doing well, now you’re 15, 16 in 2months, but when you’ll receive this you’ll be 20. I hope you can still speak a good english even if you’re french :) Do you still like BTS, did they continue to help you to love yourself, did they made it ? Did they continue to make you smile..? Because for me, now they’re my everything.. Did you got this BTS related tattoo on your 18th birthday that you’ve always wanted ? Is it a part of the lyrics of "Spring Day" (you’re favorite song) or is it their logo ? Or maybe something else ? Was it painful ? Today, I discovered an interest in psychology, especially to help sick people, with traumas and fear, I want to be an psychologist in asylum or in a psychiatric hospital.. Did we made it ? Did you choose that after your graduation ? Or maybe something else ? i don’t know.. Remember that if someday you fall really really down, it means that you have something to find down here, and once you’d find it, you’ll get up !