A letter from March 21st, 2020

Dear FutureMe, How have you been? Are you still in ME? This will be the last time that question's gonna come up because you're a senior now. Congratulations on making it through four (long) years. It wasn't easy, but I'm proud of you. I can't remember how long it's been since the quarantine started (probably a week), but to tell you the truth I'm scared. Do I (you/we) make it out alive? Do my parents, grandmother, friends and other relative survive? Only time will tell, and I guess only you'll know the answer. I wonder what life is like for you now. Are you still "JUST FRIENDS" with Karlos? I hope you guys are happy. He makes me happy, does he make you happy still? I'm so tired. I haven't been doing anything productive, but I feel like sleeping for 10 years. I just want to rest. I know you're about to finish college and get a job, so good luck! I hope you have some leads. More importantly, I hope you have the privilege of choosing— choosing a path that will make you truly happy. Honestly money shouldn't matter as much yet, you're young! You should look forward to growing and crazy, life-changing experiences in the years to come. Having dreams is not bad. Don't stop yourself from dreaming of a happier Chrissy. Maybe get some help, we both know you need it. Keep safe, and eat some Jollibee! I love you future self! I hope you love you too.