A letter from February 13th, 2020

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hey. It's me from the past, and I just received an e-mail you sent a year ago. Obviously its super depressing, but like...when am i not ha. So far idk but, since it's been a year I feel like I'm more accepting of how things been the last year. Kayak..I just...am more pasrah gitu lah ya. I don't know whats next in my life I just..am super pasrah lol. Tomorrow is valentines day and I do hope you have someone in your life, but if not then it's totally fine! I hope you're more accepting of yourself rn, I hope great things are ahead of you and you get to achieve your goals! This is probably super positive compared to how I was back then but I'm trying lol. Also if you do get a boyfriend plsss make it age appropriate lol don't go for creepy guys. U know your worth lah u ain't that stupid, ur quite open minded I'd say. I know I don't remember stuff that well but rn I'm planning to star journaling! And I'm currently practicing digital paint so I hope you're better now lol. Also I do hope u have an income cuz u suck man lol. Plz do invest your money and don't waste it, just buy skincare stuff ok makeup boleh lah but just a bit ! cuz we know we hate it. Kalo jadi I'm celebrating v day tomorrow at bao fei with vinna ! Idk if you're still friends w her if it brought back bad memories im sorry ya kwkw. Also be careful ! Don't forget to take care of yourself. Here's smth nostalgic to think about lah kwkw here's my fav song atm! It's p good. also I hope u start reading more books cuz u turn 22 this year ! don't be more stupid. ok bye. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m1Hp7FtuKdk

Epilogue

6 months later

Hey, its 23 year old me replying to you. yeah you're always sad but i think i have come to terms with it that maybe, i just am. and theres...

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