A letter from February 6th, 2020

I hope you havent adopted a replacement for sam.. just a little reminder. but if your stupid *** has already got one then IT IS NOT SAM and never will be. i just wish it would never end up with you trying to replace her. i miss her so much. i thought i'd stop thinking abt her already but i cant. it's hard. and i cant cry abt it bc no one will understand. it's been 23 days without her. i love her so much.