A letter from February 4th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Helloooo Tiana. So I picked this to be sent 6 years in the future. Six just stuck in my mind. I wanted to pick five but I was like hmmm six... **** I got on the public letters of this site and people are getting back their letters they sent 10 years and 16 years ago. I wonder if they got their letters back. That would be cool but I don’t know. Anyway now it’s 4:57 am and you’ve been sitting in the living room all night. I picked today for it to be sent because this is the fake birthday you chose years ago. Gotta have that fake birthday lmao. March 18th sounds like a nice day. Anyway you’ve been thinking about Ivan so much tonight and I wonder if he’s still around. I hope so but it’s also so difficult right now just being how you are and dealing with more people. I hope maybe in the future if you still talk that it’s a good relationship and you let yourself calm down about him. You had a lil argument with Krid tonight too and that was annoying. I think she’ll still be around in the future but I wonder how it will be. Hopefully we’ll be better 26 year olds and at least you’ll know how to drive and possibly have a job. Hmmmm currently 19 and don’t do **** but it’s okay. At least we’re thinking about the future. God thinking about actually growing up is so weirddd. Hopefully your body will be healthy and you’ll have smooth hands and a pretty ring to wear. Maybe you’ll meet somebody ******* eventually lmao. Even just a friend or more friends. Hopefully live a little more and wear different clothes and brush your teeth. JoJe is a sick lil boy right now but he should be getting in a few days and ma is sleeping right now. I wonder how Ra will be in six years and Todd too. I hope he’ll stop doing drugs and ohhh lil Joanne will be the chunkiest toddler in the worllllddd. I hope that chunky baby will be happy in the future and I’ll be watching her. You have ****** anxiety and bad paranoia recently and I wonder if you’ll ever get that under control. I mean six years doesn’t seem to be enough right now but maaaaybe. Maybe youll go a day without a panic attack lmao. We’ll see. The boys are coming out with a movie on the 21st and I wonder what they’ll be like in *** years. That is a long time for a show to keep going but they’re the best. Anyway just trying to think about my relationships and ****. I think just writing my thoughts as they come to me is best but I’m sure this letter will be all over the place. Sims is your favorite game and honestly I don’t need to wonder how that will be in six years. That’s always gonna be your favorite game. Ol Celina Fortner is ur pal forever bro. Yeah all the switching back and forth of “you”, “me”, “I” is too much but we can deal with it. Ra got me singing oneeeee is the loneliest number a lil too much recently. Also your eyesight is turning to **** and I already know you’re gonna need glasses. Wonder if you have those. I hope someone gonna rub your feet. Sitting here staring at my feet thinking about some hands on them oooooh. I hope everyone is healthy and I wonder who will be in my life. I already said that but still. I could even add Blake in here. We’ve been friends for years but he weird as **** so I don’t know if he’ll be in your life now buuuuut maybe. Ma just walked out here being loud as hell lmao. I’m tired. I hope my sleep is better then too. Anyway I’m getter even more tired. I didn’t write all that I wanted but I hope you’re a lil better Tian and feel better. Love yourself. Goodnight