A letter from January 30th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Right now you're the happiest you've ever been. You got into your dream college, you're in love, and you can finally feel confident in your own skin. It's been 9 months so far and although it's been rocky sometimes, neither you nor Estefania have given up. She's the love of your life and you're the happiest when she's around. You're even thinking of one day marrying her but of course it's too early to be seriously planning it. Yesterday night, after years of being stressed, confused, and unsure, you finally came to coming out. You're comfortable in your own skin, and you're happy to finally let it out: you're lesbian. Estefania couldn't be happier and you're extremely happy as well. To top it all off, you got into Rutgers. No one is going to bug you about college anymore cause you finally made it. You're gonna get a car and you can almost kinda live with no worries. Right now, to me, your future looks bright. You're in love and happy, and you feel like nothing can stop you anymore. I'm proud of you for making this far and for helping Estefania making this far too. Keep supporting her and I swear you guys will go far. I love Estefania with all my heart and I hope we can go as far and I think we will. Resend this 1 year to the future cause I don't want to forget this time. You'll probably get my other letters asking about the future so I'll save my questions for those but I hope you're still doing well with Estefania. I'm planning to do something super special for our 1 year so I hope you can say it went well. Thanks, I love you and trust you, Eleeza