A letter from January 24th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, It’s Friday, January 24,2020 you’re not in college at the moment and you haven’t got your driver’s license, I’m very sad about that because you’re 18 and you graduated early for nothing. I’m working on a Food Truck which I hate because it doesn’t help with you’re anxiety and you’re looking for another job, but you haven’t had any calls or emails regarding new job interviews. I really hope you’re doing better and that you have a family or are getting ready to become a family with someone nice ❤️ I hope you got/are getting your dream wedding, but please remember that it’s not about a big sparkly dress and messes it’s about having someone that truly loves you by your side, whether it be a women or a man or whoever it may be just make sure that they love you and you love them. You almost attempted to end your life a couple days ago so I really hope you’re okay and know how much I love you and how hard we are willing to work to make ourselves happy! Please never forget your love for 5sos, hockey (The maple leafs because if you love any other team then you are going crazy and have to go to a mental hospital lol) ,Star Wars and Harry Potter (plus so many other things). I hope you have God in you’re life and I hope you lost the weight you were working to lose. Your current weight is 280, you were 300 pounds in December 2019 and you’re goal weight is at least 200 pounds. I love you future me and if you’re not in a place you wanna be in your life, please do everything you can to change it! Never forget how proud I am of you for getting so far and for always picking yourself up! 💛🌙 Love your present self (18 year old Alex) P.S. Happy Birthday 🎂 I’m scheduling this to send on our 25th birthday so celebrate big and enjoy it with those who love you and who you love!