A letter from January 22nd, 2020

Dear FutureMe, This is 15 year old you of 2020 (specifically January 21st). I really hope you have your **** together. We have an exam tomorrow which we're most likely failing cuz studying just isn't it. So I hope by the time you read this you have better time management skills and more motivation. We've been kind of depressed lately (more like the past 3 years but Ight). I genuinely hope you're happier and have found peace within yourself. ...you seriously need therapy fam you have extreme ******* issues. Sometimes I ****** hate you and genuinely believe I'd curb stomp the **** out of you if I just randomly saw you somewhere in the street but we only have each other and I love you for that cuz you're my ride or die...fr. Stop trying to be nice to everyone. People will abuse that and use the **** out of you. Know the time and the place for things and just have a consistent monotone amount of kindness towards everyone. Also please don't **** your self. Just because you feel alone doesn't mean you are alone. You're the only you and you have a lot to offer. You just have to realize and genuinely believe that before you can act on it. I would genuinely hug you when you read this but obviously I can't. So make sure to hug yourself when you read this and tell the mirror that she's a ******* bad ***** and that bad ******* don't hate, they love. I love you endlessly, that one mf who srsly needs a glo up aka 15 yr old you <3