A letter from January 21st, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Hey its me (obviously), happy New year. I'm feeling pretty down right now (1/20/20), how am I doing now? Am I happy? Seems kinda impossible haha. I mean I'm happyish with friends but you know what I mean. What are you doing currently? Am I dating anyone? Wow that would be pretty weird. 😂 what are your goals? What do you want in life now? What do you want to do? I hope we found meaning in this universe filled with people who don't give a **** about us. I hope I want to exist. Do you? Do you feel exited for tomorrow? Do you feel exited for the days after that? I hope so. I really do. Have you found something you want to live for? I really hope we find something worth living for. I hope that we're happy with ourselves. And I hope that we'll be able to move on from our mistakes. I hope we can find the beauty in things like when we were younger, I hope we live.