A letter from January 9th, 2020

Dear Future Me, as you are reading this on your birthday i hope you are not a loner and have awesome friends like bianey if not then i'm so sorry you couldn't help her you have to understand that you tried your best tell your friends and/or family how much you love them liza and yasmine i hope that you have been to far away places with yvonne and if bambi and prince are still with you hug them and kiss them and remember that today you only wore foundation because you felt brave and said dont worrt we are still kids like no one wears makeup at the age of 12 i hope you are sitting in your apartment reading this crying and thinking about how far you have gotten without your dad and the tragedy of his passing and not meeting him i hope you heared hi voice and him saying i love you to your sisters and how thinking of how much you love him i hope you didnt commite suicide if your ride and die did because i really hope she didnt. did you learn how to make braids did you die your hair do you still have bangs and did you have your first kiss yet did you like it was the person someone you really love or loved are you with them or if not you are probably too focused on work and studying and being a great person did you get the perfect body you always wanted did you have a compotition for robotics or is it just not your thing are you a scientist or a dog groomer ohhh and is your hair super long or really short and do you think your quince was fun stressful or sad and emotinal just know that you should love yourself no matter what you are a princess .