Hello you :)

Woah, hey there. This is, like, my third attempt at doing this. I didn't realise you had to verify your email address. Which really pisses me off because a while a go I wrote a bigg *** essay to you and it never got there ¬_¬ Sigh. No matter. Emily in the future. How are you? I really hope you're doing well. You're 16 at the moment. In the middle of your Summer holidays. Everythings pretty happy at the moment. This is just a message to reassure you. Because me, I have no clue what you're going through. Just, if everything is going badly, smile. Please do. There is some happiness. Always. How's Mum? If somethings happened, don't worry. Just stay strong. For me. If everything's fine. Ring her. Right now. As soon as you've finished reading this. Tell her how much you love her and just talk. I really want you to. You're in a relationship with Sam at the moment :) That's fun. The kissing is a bit weird, haha, it's not your usual experience but I hope I'll get used to it. How did things turn out with him? Are you still with him? ...I'm not sure if you will be. You might. So much for your plan to marry David Tennant, right? ;D Aoife. What about her? You should go see her and give her a hug. And Olivia. You don't deserve them both in your life. They are two of the msot amazing friends you've ever had. Please realise that. What about MB? ;) Ugh, I know, does it still hurt? I haven't thought too deeply about him recently, I guess that's cause of Sam. By the time you read this it'll be after Year 13. What did you say to him? I hope it went ok. At the moment you're in your pjamamas, listening to The Beatles while Mum and Dad are out. You really should be readying of English Lit texts...gah. So, I guess I should wrap this up. But listen Emily, just be grateful for what you have right now. Anmd you're a good person. You're amazing. Realsie that also. You're a beautiful, skilful, happy person. And I love you. A lot. Take a time to smile :) ...are you married? With kids? Ha, don't worry if your not, plenty of time for that. Just make sure you're happy with who ever you're with. See you around some time :) Your Emily in the Past xxx