A letter from December 25th, 2019

Dear FutureMe, I am a terrible in English, but I will do my best in this letter. So, this year was hard. Very hard. I cut a relationship with important friend, my other friends had an terrible discussion with me and this year I got my first job. I'm not fine at all. But, I will not give up, I'm not alone and even I was I will still doing my best. Cause I don't care about non-consecutive criticism and what they think that I have to do. If they can't understand me and help gently to change they don't like me and I don't need them in my life. I don't need peoples that order me to change my personality, I need peoples that help change myself slowly. I don't need follow stereotypes of the society, I just need to be happy being myself and not coping a right people on society eyes. However I'll not be a lier. I need change, I'm not perfect and I hope that you, FutureMe, are better than me. That you are less angry, more focused and perceptive, and then you don't have to drown yourself in remorse cause you hurt unintentionally someone. I hope that you can hold your true friends and they take care of you as much as I know you'll take care of them. Please, remember that you are amazing and no one can bring you down, cause you are stronger than everyone who try to hurt you. Don't be a watcher of your life, I didn't raise you like this rsrrsrrss.