A letter from December 9th, 2019

Dear FutureMe, there are so many things that i will not write about and i wont do it because i know for sure that i will forget them but the most important thing that i need to remind myself is that am so proud of who i became i have changed alote and it all started on that day when i went to see the doctor and started taking my meds i dont know what will happen 5 years from now or where i will be if i will be with someone with a family (this is hard to imagin- am tearing up right now) or will i be at home - with my family and cats i know what i want to do for the next year but i cant think about a period later then that i know that i want to help my family ,improve their life style i want to be a better person help people help myself and i hope that somewhere in this next 5 years i will do that i really hope i could have my owen family but am okay with being single as long as am doing something with mylife i dont wanna write a long letter cause i wanna write another one but i keep on thinking about the one that i wrote for my unborn child i want to read it so bad and i wanna read it with a child in my life