A letter from December 2nd, 2019

Dear Future Asma Your life is so **** right know and you just can't do anything about it today is the 3rd of December 2019 it's 2:49AM and you were just doing fine the whole day today which is rare most days because you're struggling every **** day with depression anxiety low self esteem and a lot of other **** but today you were just doing fine like I said before until you talk to that girl from your high school "Hiba" and her life is just great she's in college living her life and you remembered just how miserable yours is not that you forget nah of course just you know you weren't thinking bout it at that moment so I'm feeling kinda low rn and ***** hope you're life is so much better and you're where you wanted and have every thing you wanted by now Now I'm gonna try to sleep but I won't probably cause I'm sad and I don't sleep when I'm really sad "see you in another life sister" quote from lost wasn't a great series tho just wasted ur time bye for now love ya form 18y/o Asma To future Asma