A letter from November 19th, 2019

Dear FutureMe, Happy 30th Birthday. **** I know you wanted to stop ageing a long time ago. I hope you are in a good shape though. So... You might be thinking when did you write this letter? Let me help you FutureMe. It was 2019. To be honest dude you are awful right now. You are not studying enough, you are crying over someone you probably forgot a long time ago and you are not capable of enjoying life. You must be thinking now. What the **** was wrong with me back then??? You know the answer now. I tell you why. Because you decided on a beautiful day in 2019 that you will try one last time. You are trying to love yourself. I hope you succeeded. Please bro tell me you did.