A letter from November 18th, 2019

Dear FutureMe hows it going brotha its me, Me and i'm still **** asf. I hope to see me as a You Tuber, Game developer, a sound designer, or a graphic/ visual designer that's my passion. If it doesn't work out for me idk what to do. YouTube is a hobby right now that i have a huge passion for. BTW Subscribe to my YouTube channel TwdBoi13YT. Ik Thats a shameless plug but i gotta start somewhere. It'd appreciate it if you would subscribe but other than that you don't have to its your chose i don't want anyone they feel like they have to. I also wanna get married to my girlfriend in a couple of years if she is seeing this right now she'll expect the proposal coming but she wont expect me ******* xd :) Also i want a couple of kids that i can take responsibility for. So if it works out for me that'll be nice. I hope i grow up seeing my kids grow up and my kids, kids. I want to die quite young at least late 40's or early 50's when there is nothing to do in this world. I don't want to have my girlfriend die before me she's 17 turning 18 at the moment when im 14 turning 15 i know its a big age split but its all good. There are people that are like 60 with 30 year old girlfriends which is double the age so i think 3 or 4 years is ok. So idk who will die for me or her its my biggest fear ever cause ill never want one so i'd rather die first so i don't have to live by myself depressed like no tomorrow. ok future me i hope you be successful accomplish your dreams don't smoke and don't do drugs alcohol is alright every once in a while i drink some every now and then with my parents permission maybe 4 to 3 times a year so have a good life i'll be 21 a adult when i get this so i hope you have a good one love you bye...