And yet another year...

Dear FutureMe, So I got your email on 26th but I didn't answer right away. I didn't even feel like reading it, I felt this whole email thing is childish and I was just mad at myself and my life and the people around me (mad or sad, not sure) and I simply ignored you. I'm sorry. However now I decided that I will keep answering every year from now on. I think I will be glad to have done so after some time has passed. What happened to me at my birthday? Well nothing. Ok a bit happened but not much and at the end of the day I blamed myself for not doing shit and for wasting the day. However I'm not that mad/sad anymore, after all I had a cake with my brother and the people I really care about wished me happy birthday. It's just that this whole time I've been stressed and pissed, again I apologize for answering you after two weeks. Ok the most important part of my message, what's on my mind now? I gotta study. Studyyy. Study study study. Well make up for the things I missed, practice the things I know how to do. I'm lazy. But I am sure (ok actually I am not but I hope) that I will get serious and pass my exams. What is also very important is that I have a sleeping problem. Since I live alone I have been very reckless about my sleep and thats also a reason why I have skipped quite some of my lectures and practices. Another aspect I am concerned about is my health. In particular my weight. I have to gain weight by eating ENOUGH and by eating MORE REGULARLY. I actually know that already and in fact I do it (I gained 3-4kg over the last few days!) but I just have to mention it again since it's very important. And the second thing I have to remember is to do sports and train my muscles. Again it's not like I don't do it, I just don't want to stop doing it so I remind you of this. Keep climbing, it's good and I have noticed progress about myself. Maybe start jogging occasionally. Alright, at the end of my letter to you I want to wish you one important thing that has lead to my sadness over the past few days and weeks: friendship and social contacts. They simply improve your life quality in my opinion. That's why I hope that you have enough of those, and I look forward to getting myself somewhat more serious about starting friendships. Oh my I have talked so much now and in the beginning I was embarrassed about answering you to this email, this stuff really depends on my mood. But for now I say bye bye! Hope to hear from you again soon. Yours, YourPastMe PS: Keep rocking on that guitar, I have noticed some serious improvement on my own skills so I recommend you start to do some serious badass solos there!